tomorrow! and it'll be a whole new year!!! haha after going through so much it's finally, 2004 is coming but of cos, from now on it only means increasing age lolz
not sure how i'll celebrate it though. mebbe not even celebrating. juz a simple day with wilfred or something. stupid school starts on the 5th. gave us only one week break after 6 months of sickening student attachment. how unsympathetic.
i'll be staying over with wil though from todae onward till saturday.
mum by chance happened to pass by a flea market with a lady selling second hand handphones on the floor. one hp so happens to catch her attention. it looked nice and unique. she squats down and picks it up. "how much is this hp"
"$510"
mum nearly died of shock. haha she thought it was very expensive. know which hp she picked up? SGH-E700A. LOL $510 and that would be considered cheap! but then again, i dun dare to trust such roadside stalls. seems too good a deal.
30 December 2003
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Your dominant hues are cyan and blue. You like people and enjoy making friends. You're conservative and like to make sure things make sense before you step into them, especially in relationships. You are curious but respected for your opinions by people who you sometimes wouldn't even suspect. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up. |
i've been rather confused these few days...
over wad i duno.
ultra sensitive feeling something is wrong yet cant pinpoint wad it is.
mebbe i'm bored of the routine....
terribly sickened abt it.
yeah, routine.
cried in the bus back home. felt so wrong. nothing happened. we didn't quarrel. but i became emotional. i duno why.... past memories... hurts.... pain... fear.. they all came back to me at once.. i hate this feeling....
it's time to pick up bits and pieces again. i tend to break apart easily...
too easily.
i alternate between being very strong and dependable,
to becoming very weak and vulnerable.
without him in my life,
life seems to be in some sort of a standstill..
nothing mattered anymore....
life becomes dull.
forgot the feeling of being single.
now i fear that feeling.
i want to stay with him. always.
the thing is i'm prolly over over sensitive cos i KNOW wilfred is damn tired after a hard day's work. i KNOW he sayang me alot cos of his efforts and he is already treating me the best he could...
i'm juz too weak.
emotionally weak.
i cried in the bus.. so random
i cried in mrt several times before even with dennis next to me. no one notices.
when i bow dwn, i'm crying. cos when i slp, i tilt my head backwards instead.
nevermind. i can beat this. when there's a will there's a way. my patience will tell and i will nt bow dwn to challenges.
wil locked me out of his bedrm earlier on. he fell aslp inside and accidentally locked the door. i knocked like mad, called his hp n everything bt he juz slept like a dead log. i had to ask his dad to open the door for me. then when i got in, he got up and looked at me blurry eyed. den pouted when i chided him. -____- like small boi. so cute.
over wad i duno.
ultra sensitive feeling something is wrong yet cant pinpoint wad it is.
mebbe i'm bored of the routine....
terribly sickened abt it.
yeah, routine.
cried in the bus back home. felt so wrong. nothing happened. we didn't quarrel. but i became emotional. i duno why.... past memories... hurts.... pain... fear.. they all came back to me at once.. i hate this feeling....
it's time to pick up bits and pieces again. i tend to break apart easily...
too easily.
i alternate between being very strong and dependable,
to becoming very weak and vulnerable.
without him in my life,
life seems to be in some sort of a standstill..
nothing mattered anymore....
life becomes dull.
forgot the feeling of being single.
now i fear that feeling.
i want to stay with him. always.
the thing is i'm prolly over over sensitive cos i KNOW wilfred is damn tired after a hard day's work. i KNOW he sayang me alot cos of his efforts and he is already treating me the best he could...
i'm juz too weak.
emotionally weak.
i cried in the bus.. so random
i cried in mrt several times before even with dennis next to me. no one notices.
when i bow dwn, i'm crying. cos when i slp, i tilt my head backwards instead.
nevermind. i can beat this. when there's a will there's a way. my patience will tell and i will nt bow dwn to challenges.
wil locked me out of his bedrm earlier on. he fell aslp inside and accidentally locked the door. i knocked like mad, called his hp n everything bt he juz slept like a dead log. i had to ask his dad to open the door for me. then when i got in, he got up and looked at me blurry eyed. den pouted when i chided him. -____- like small boi. so cute.
29 December 2003
i'm so damn bored. no one seems to be alive and online and i keep hearing strange noises frm upstairs. those stupid indians. duno wad the heck they doing. i am no racist, but i sure do hate the neighbours i hav upstairs. everyone hates them. inconsiderate idiots.
woke up at 10pm and hav been procrastinating for the last two hours and 46 minutes.. shits.
waiting for wilfred to be free to call him cos i dun wan to disturb him while he work. speakers aint working. everything is so quiet and the only thing i could hear is just the sound of my keyboard.... this is bad...
my stupid lips juz cracked and it's so damn painful..... *whines* i applied lotsa lip balm... hope it helps.... geez.. can still taste the blood in my mouth.
i juz changed the bg of me n wilfred's blog... forgot the password so i took the trouble to redo the whole site. created a new blog and RE-posted ALL the past entries according to time and date. tiring man but it was worth the trouble. i changed the address too. for those who actually reads it last time, you can go check out the bg. it's v cute.
love haven
i juz changed the bg of me n wilfred's blog... forgot the password so i took the trouble to redo the whole site. created a new blog and RE-posted ALL the past entries according to time and date. tiring man but it was worth the trouble. i changed the address too. for those who actually reads it last time, you can go check out the bg. it's v cute.
love haven
28 December 2003
missed out one thing to mention. currently am looking for handphones to upgrade to. guess which phone i'm aiming? i must be out of my mind anyway.
samsung (SGH-E700A)
I must be so out of my mind but the design of this stupid hp captured my attention leaving me mesmerized. damn. it's totally gonna burn out my savings.
the cost of the hp without line is $800 over dollars but if i choose upgrade my singtel line in exchange with this phone and throw in my ericsson phone for trade in, it'll cost $728.
STILL, it's damn expensive nevertheless.
haiz. i do hav the cash but am i willing to part with it? tough qns.... argh..
this phone is so high in demand, it's sold out. can u believe it? i actually had to reserve one. i did of cos but if times comes along i decide nt to buy i can choose to reject the reservation. haiz. better discuss it with mum.
who willing to sponsor me pls step forward. lolz
p.s. if you guys hav any gd or bad comments abt the functionality of this hp, pls do. either leave a msg below this entry or in one of the shout/tag box.
samsung (SGH-E700A)
I must be so out of my mind but the design of this stupid hp captured my attention leaving me mesmerized. damn. it's totally gonna burn out my savings.
the cost of the hp without line is $800 over dollars but if i choose upgrade my singtel line in exchange with this phone and throw in my ericsson phone for trade in, it'll cost $728.
STILL, it's damn expensive nevertheless.
haiz. i do hav the cash but am i willing to part with it? tough qns.... argh..
this phone is so high in demand, it's sold out. can u believe it? i actually had to reserve one. i did of cos but if times comes along i decide nt to buy i can choose to reject the reservation. haiz. better discuss it with mum.
who willing to sponsor me pls step forward. lolz
p.s. if you guys hav any gd or bad comments abt the functionality of this hp, pls do. either leave a msg below this entry or in one of the shout/tag box.
something just doesn't seem right. my sixth sense is very keen however, it doesn't always go straight to the answer. it'll just let me be aware that something ain't right and leave the rest for myself to go figure. it's v frustrating, really. wasn't ease at heart since the whole afternoon. something just doesn't seem right. he seemed distracted. perhaps he's tired. or wad. i don't know. but i dun like what i was feeling. i became a worry freak and he just kept on consoling me. what is wrong with me?
sigh.
now i'm alone at home. outside it's getting dark and wilfred is not with me. he went to meet up with a friend to collect something. been a long while since i've been left alone at such hours. i'm either at work or with wilfred. mebbe that's wads making me feel so edgy. i dun like leaving wilfred at such early hours.
nw i'm stuck at home with no one online and a tv stuck with boring channels. damn. guess wad? my speakers cant work. gotta get new ones cos the plug aint rite for the current monitor. how sux.
sigh.
now i'm alone at home. outside it's getting dark and wilfred is not with me. he went to meet up with a friend to collect something. been a long while since i've been left alone at such hours. i'm either at work or with wilfred. mebbe that's wads making me feel so edgy. i dun like leaving wilfred at such early hours.
nw i'm stuck at home with no one online and a tv stuck with boring channels. damn. guess wad? my speakers cant work. gotta get new ones cos the plug aint rite for the current monitor. how sux.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY FINALLY GOT MY NEW COMPY MONITOR YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!
*bounce bounce about*
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!
hehehehehehhehehe went dwn to simlim and finally got my new monitor after so many months wahaha.. $218. philips brand hehehehe wilfred choose one. lookie nice nice. ok i go haf lunchie. u guys will be seeing me online ALOT from nw one bwahahahaha free frm attachment too!!!!!!
*bounce bounce about*
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!
hehehehehehhehehe went dwn to simlim and finally got my new monitor after so many months wahaha.. $218. philips brand hehehehe wilfred choose one. lookie nice nice. ok i go haf lunchie. u guys will be seeing me online ALOT from nw one bwahahahaha free frm attachment too!!!!!!
hihi i'm backie again~! since hong say muz blog more so i shall try to blog more hahaha hav some free time on hand and wil's bro aint in the rm i can use the compy!!! whee.... HEHEHEHE. took lotsa pics yesterday and ate DAMN ALOT of sushi (u guys can check it out frm the link on the right that says "digicam pics") but of cos, the pics dun run in order haha so u gotta look one by one to noe which one is new. aint muh fault. it's the stupid programme.
i was at work yesterday actually but i spent christmas with my colleague hahahaha so we had sushi, ordered alot and made alot of joke out of it cos we literally emptied the trays at the sushi stall and needed more so the auntie had to make more on the spot to catch up with us. LOL spent a total of... $30.45~~!!! imagine how much sushi we ate! juz me, two other colleagues of mine and wilfred hahahaha they were staring at how i managed to eat so much wasabi. i'm a wasabi eating freak. i put alot alot alot and alot of wasabi on my sushis hahahaha..!
we were so bored at work, we took turn to go out n shop ard even went to the phone shop hahahaha cos we wanted to change phone. my dad gav me $500 to get a new monitor but i'll prolly spend less than half of it. the rest either i return him or i put in the bank. wil keep askin me to kapok the cash hahaha siao. hahahah altho my mum oso ask me to kapok cos the money is safer in my hands than that of my dad cos he'll anyhow spend on drinks etc.
i had off day of christmas eve so me n wilfred went out on a date. bumped into 3 ppl~! one i duno is who hahaha met him last on the train. wil's fren..~
then i bumped into emiri first down the pathway of lucky plaza. she was with some guy heading dwn to watch a movie. doubt she could get a gd seat tho cos it's pretty late already. den while we walked back dwn and was somewhere outside um... that area which is slightly after swensen, we bumped into alex!! haha he dress up until so funky. make him look younger altho he already 25?? he's a hairstylist (apprentice?) i forgot which hahaha.. wad's impt, is he said i lost weight!!! bwahahahah... ^ ^
i bot this nice pair of earring too!! sano n iman shld know which. remember that dangling one with the beads which u were saying that they were plastic? sorry babe couldn't resist temptations hahaha so i bought it!
oh yes then me n wil walked ard and for dinner we had it at pastamania in cineleisure. while we ate, we had people performing dwnstairs in the basement, singing christmas carols. they had v gd voice! haha when we were done eating we sat infrnt of those ppl and listened to them sing. when they finished i tricked wilfred into cheers. cos there's a florist inside bwahahahha so he had to buy me some roses.
too bad i couldn't join bryan they all for buffet at night. couldn't bring wil along so too bad. hahaa am lookin forward to spending chinese new year with them. i like family gatherings. can take lotsa pics.
i was at work yesterday actually but i spent christmas with my colleague hahahaha so we had sushi, ordered alot and made alot of joke out of it cos we literally emptied the trays at the sushi stall and needed more so the auntie had to make more on the spot to catch up with us. LOL spent a total of... $30.45~~!!! imagine how much sushi we ate! juz me, two other colleagues of mine and wilfred hahahaha they were staring at how i managed to eat so much wasabi. i'm a wasabi eating freak. i put alot alot alot and alot of wasabi on my sushis hahahaha..!
we were so bored at work, we took turn to go out n shop ard even went to the phone shop hahahaha cos we wanted to change phone. my dad gav me $500 to get a new monitor but i'll prolly spend less than half of it. the rest either i return him or i put in the bank. wil keep askin me to kapok the cash hahaha siao. hahahah altho my mum oso ask me to kapok cos the money is safer in my hands than that of my dad cos he'll anyhow spend on drinks etc.
i had off day of christmas eve so me n wilfred went out on a date. bumped into 3 ppl~! one i duno is who hahaha met him last on the train. wil's fren..~
then i bumped into emiri first down the pathway of lucky plaza. she was with some guy heading dwn to watch a movie. doubt she could get a gd seat tho cos it's pretty late already. den while we walked back dwn and was somewhere outside um... that area which is slightly after swensen, we bumped into alex!! haha he dress up until so funky. make him look younger altho he already 25?? he's a hairstylist (apprentice?) i forgot which hahaha.. wad's impt, is he said i lost weight!!! bwahahahah... ^ ^
i bot this nice pair of earring too!! sano n iman shld know which. remember that dangling one with the beads which u were saying that they were plastic? sorry babe couldn't resist temptations hahaha so i bought it!
oh yes then me n wil walked ard and for dinner we had it at pastamania in cineleisure. while we ate, we had people performing dwnstairs in the basement, singing christmas carols. they had v gd voice! haha when we were done eating we sat infrnt of those ppl and listened to them sing. when they finished i tricked wilfred into cheers. cos there's a florist inside bwahahahha so he had to buy me some roses.
too bad i couldn't join bryan they all for buffet at night. couldn't bring wil along so too bad. hahaa am lookin forward to spending chinese new year with them. i like family gatherings. can take lotsa pics.
20 December 2003
shucks been so long since i last blogged. sorry ppl... monitor STILL dwn and havent' got the time cos i'm still working...
i rebonded my hair again hahahaha and after that i went on out with fukai and iman and sano! but fukai soon left so me n sano n iman went ard taking photos! takashimaya's tree is HUGE! like 4 storeys high up! nicely litted too!
hmm.. finishing attachment pretty soon.. got very well with my colleagues and we're like one big family and it's kinda that for me to leave actually cos i'll miss working with them alot.. all the fun and chats.. but the long hours discourages me to continue working there as a part-time... i drew lotsa christmas cards this year and gonna send to lotsa ppl~ hehehehehe fun~!
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ok. FUCKING DEVASTATING NEWS. DAMN SAD DAMN PISSED N HAV BEEN CRYING FOR ... 10 MINUTES. wilfred's dad fuckin threw away the ashtray made by me during my secondary school years and given to wilfred as a present signifiying our first annivasary and also his bdae in yr 2001.......WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckin sad. fuck. fuckin all melvin's fault for takin it to his rm. fuck.
ok no mood animore. cya
i rebonded my hair again hahahaha and after that i went on out with fukai and iman and sano! but fukai soon left so me n sano n iman went ard taking photos! takashimaya's tree is HUGE! like 4 storeys high up! nicely litted too!
hmm.. finishing attachment pretty soon.. got very well with my colleagues and we're like one big family and it's kinda that for me to leave actually cos i'll miss working with them alot.. all the fun and chats.. but the long hours discourages me to continue working there as a part-time... i drew lotsa christmas cards this year and gonna send to lotsa ppl~ hehehehehe fun~!
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ok. FUCKING DEVASTATING NEWS. DAMN SAD DAMN PISSED N HAV BEEN CRYING FOR ... 10 MINUTES. wilfred's dad fuckin threw away the ashtray made by me during my secondary school years and given to wilfred as a present signifiying our first annivasary and also his bdae in yr 2001.......WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckin sad. fuck. fuckin all melvin's fault for takin it to his rm. fuck.
ok no mood animore. cya
09 December 2003
yo guys! uploaded lotsa pics into my digicam page! got loads of candid pictures taken of me n my colleagues n of cos wilfred plus 3 cute pictures of my supervisor's ultra cute son!!!! take a look here!
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gd luck to those who took JLPT yeah~
todae is muh 2nd year 1st mth anni hahahaha two more days and it's wilfred's bdae! i bot a t-shirt for him with the same design for myself too~ hahahaha couple clothing haha then i went n buy stamps.
expensive siaaaal!
cos i wanted to send a faye wong cd o'er to australia to a fren of mine basket the stamp $4.30 sia.. ! madnesss!
then i bought other stamps for aust n KL to send greeting cards.. haiz expensive.. wallet losing blood.
mel teo called me early in the mornin at 9am while i was slpin halfway basket lolz so blurs when i woke up. i tot wilfred.
then we chatted for o'er an hour talk alot n crapped alot hahahha it's fun chattin with her and since she say her dad bot her his v old edition of faye wong cd i told her i'll get her the new one and she was protesting o'er it saying she'll mail it back if i do buy it oh well wad the heck hahaha i bot it aniway n i dun believe she'll bear to mail it back to me LOL. hav fun checkin out the pics! buaaaai
LINKS REMOVED
gd luck to those who took JLPT yeah~
todae is muh 2nd year 1st mth anni hahahaha two more days and it's wilfred's bdae! i bot a t-shirt for him with the same design for myself too~ hahahaha couple clothing haha then i went n buy stamps.
expensive siaaaal!
cos i wanted to send a faye wong cd o'er to australia to a fren of mine basket the stamp $4.30 sia.. ! madnesss!
then i bought other stamps for aust n KL to send greeting cards.. haiz expensive.. wallet losing blood.
mel teo called me early in the mornin at 9am while i was slpin halfway basket lolz so blurs when i woke up. i tot wilfred.
then we chatted for o'er an hour talk alot n crapped alot hahahha it's fun chattin with her and since she say her dad bot her his v old edition of faye wong cd i told her i'll get her the new one and she was protesting o'er it saying she'll mail it back if i do buy it oh well wad the heck hahaha i bot it aniway n i dun believe she'll bear to mail it back to me LOL. hav fun checkin out the pics! buaaaai
07 December 2003
hm...
not much thing to blog lately.
except i'm real tired.
haiz
can't wait till my next off day comes along.
and that will be me n wil's annivasary~ whee...
and thursday is wilfred's birthday~ he's turning 19! (finally..)
i intend to get him a t-shirt and i alreadi bot him a card but i haven't shown it to him yet of cos...
ok. i realli can't think of anithing to blog except to rest. i'll blog some other day when i'm more free.
i nid a new monitor man. sux.
not much thing to blog lately.
except i'm real tired.
haiz
can't wait till my next off day comes along.
and that will be me n wil's annivasary~ whee...
and thursday is wilfred's birthday~ he's turning 19! (finally..)
i intend to get him a t-shirt and i alreadi bot him a card but i haven't shown it to him yet of cos...
ok. i realli can't think of anithing to blog except to rest. i'll blog some other day when i'm more free.
i nid a new monitor man. sux.
02 December 2003
i'm plain confused, lost, and very afraid of the future. afraid of what's ahead of me.
what if wil goes overseas to study?
questions flooded my mind.
will he lose affection for me?
we will drift apart?
the loneliness will be so hard to bear.
it's not just for 2 years.
for the complete studies? to get his diploma n degree it'll take up to 5 gruelling years! 5 years!
i can't jus wait in SG for 5 years. i can't and i don't want.
how? what could i do?
study overseas with him?
nope.
finacially unable to do so.
mum told me to let him take the opportunity to level himself up.
true. it's a gd chance.
but i'll be old by then.
i dun like late marriages.
argh
i want to go to a uni. i wan to level up myself.
i dun hav the money
my plans hav to be put on hold.
mum told me to slow dwn.
for him to catch up
there's no way my dad will accept him.
at least not w/o qualifications.
what can i do?
his friend gav a suggestion.
work overseas.
go to where he is at.
i would love to.
but i've never been out of SG.
getting work permit
working in a place i don't call my home
leaving my friends
and my family
my dad
my mum
behind
for.... 5 years? mebbe less mebbe more....?
there are options.
but too tough an option to choose from.
my mind is in a whirl.
i'm v confused and sad and all sorts of things.
i feel sucky inside.
i'm just a simple girl who hate big decisions.
i hate it when my familar environment feels threathened.
i don't know what to choose from.
i want to be with him..
somebody help.... argh.....
my mum once told me.. last nite i guess..
if i were to tag along with wil to aust
perhaps to study
my dad will cry like mad literally...
i've never left his side.
i know he love me alot. that's wad makes it so hard.
what if wil goes overseas to study?
questions flooded my mind.
will he lose affection for me?
we will drift apart?
the loneliness will be so hard to bear.
it's not just for 2 years.
for the complete studies? to get his diploma n degree it'll take up to 5 gruelling years! 5 years!
i can't jus wait in SG for 5 years. i can't and i don't want.
how? what could i do?
study overseas with him?
nope.
finacially unable to do so.
mum told me to let him take the opportunity to level himself up.
true. it's a gd chance.
but i'll be old by then.
i dun like late marriages.
argh
i want to go to a uni. i wan to level up myself.
i dun hav the money
my plans hav to be put on hold.
mum told me to slow dwn.
for him to catch up
there's no way my dad will accept him.
at least not w/o qualifications.
what can i do?
his friend gav a suggestion.
work overseas.
go to where he is at.
i would love to.
but i've never been out of SG.
getting work permit
working in a place i don't call my home
leaving my friends
and my family
my dad
my mum
behind
for.... 5 years? mebbe less mebbe more....?
there are options.
but too tough an option to choose from.
my mind is in a whirl.
i'm v confused and sad and all sorts of things.
i feel sucky inside.
i'm just a simple girl who hate big decisions.
i hate it when my familar environment feels threathened.
i don't know what to choose from.
i want to be with him..
somebody help.... argh.....
my mum once told me.. last nite i guess..
if i were to tag along with wil to aust
perhaps to study
my dad will cry like mad literally...
i've never left his side.
i know he love me alot. that's wad makes it so hard.
27 November 2003
kinda hard to explain wad kind of a day it is today. relatively fine. except for some stuff that's making me rather worried.
i woke up at about 10 this mornin and went to school after that to use the comp and do my report. comp has been down for ages if u haven't known. anyway.. finished my stuff in about a couple of hours time and soon i had to look for things to do to kill time. went to tp bkshop end up couldn't find the pens i wanted so i went to the canteen to eat as a form of killing time. wore the new 'fireman' t-shirt my mum bought. had this strange fireman logo on it. then i went to tampines bus interchange and walked ard abit lookin for a decent pouch to put my cosmetics. too expensive for me. went to take the mrt frm tamp dwn to boonlay and slept all the way. except for the part where i was rudely awakened by a bunch of malay kids running up n dwn and making a whole of noise. noisy like hell. they are going visiting i presume and there was like 5-6 kids.... those little 2-11 yrs old type. then i went to popular to buy my pen and walked ard the shop. and also, my pouch searching. all too expensive for me. then i got my comic bks. heh hm alrite then walked around a lot but strangely enuff i didn't go to my workplace at all. no time hahahahah... when wilfred finally came, the both of us went to the starhub shop and i got a handsfree for my hp. needed it but it was damn expensive. haiz. i'm using ericsson phone.. nt much 'pirated' version of it. it was $28 sia... then i finally found a nice lookin pouch at the one dollar shop and obviously, it was onli $1. haha gd deal! oh yes n i juz deposited $140 into the bank.... some cash frm the company paying for my medical fees and some frm the ang pow my dad gav me for my bdae.... found some nice quotes today.
givin it to my kor.
kor, times r rough and things aren't going well. i hope you'll be strong and you'll be fine. i'm not much help but i'm willing to listen. hope all ends well for u and that you'll b cheerful once again. it's juz one of those tricks life plays on us, challenges that are so difficult to conquer but u'll make it. time will tell. wounds may take ages to heal but eventually it will. even if not by itself, someone will come along and heal it with u. take care.
::quotes::
lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the
woman who is the last love of a man
there are so many stars in the sky only some get noticed. among those
you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you
forever even if your glance remained elsewhere
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone
else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with
you
i woke up at about 10 this mornin and went to school after that to use the comp and do my report. comp has been down for ages if u haven't known. anyway.. finished my stuff in about a couple of hours time and soon i had to look for things to do to kill time. went to tp bkshop end up couldn't find the pens i wanted so i went to the canteen to eat as a form of killing time. wore the new 'fireman' t-shirt my mum bought. had this strange fireman logo on it. then i went to tampines bus interchange and walked ard abit lookin for a decent pouch to put my cosmetics. too expensive for me. went to take the mrt frm tamp dwn to boonlay and slept all the way. except for the part where i was rudely awakened by a bunch of malay kids running up n dwn and making a whole of noise. noisy like hell. they are going visiting i presume and there was like 5-6 kids.... those little 2-11 yrs old type. then i went to popular to buy my pen and walked ard the shop. and also, my pouch searching. all too expensive for me. then i got my comic bks. heh hm alrite then walked around a lot but strangely enuff i didn't go to my workplace at all. no time hahahahah... when wilfred finally came, the both of us went to the starhub shop and i got a handsfree for my hp. needed it but it was damn expensive. haiz. i'm using ericsson phone.. nt much 'pirated' version of it. it was $28 sia... then i finally found a nice lookin pouch at the one dollar shop and obviously, it was onli $1. haha gd deal! oh yes n i juz deposited $140 into the bank.... some cash frm the company paying for my medical fees and some frm the ang pow my dad gav me for my bdae.... found some nice quotes today.
givin it to my kor.
kor, times r rough and things aren't going well. i hope you'll be strong and you'll be fine. i'm not much help but i'm willing to listen. hope all ends well for u and that you'll b cheerful once again. it's juz one of those tricks life plays on us, challenges that are so difficult to conquer but u'll make it. time will tell. wounds may take ages to heal but eventually it will. even if not by itself, someone will come along and heal it with u. take care.
::quotes::
lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the
woman who is the last love of a man
there are so many stars in the sky only some get noticed. among those
you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you
forever even if your glance remained elsewhere
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone
else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with
you
23 November 2003
whee today was fun! fun! fun! *clap clap excitedly* although i celebrated with onli my bf and iman n my cousin it was fun! gd crowd and gd being with each other. bryan was mixin well with us too! he's soooooo tall now!? like.....abit shorter than wilfred (1.75cm) onli!! and lookin better! hehehehe more gerger will like! *evil grins* too bad sano wasn't here! he has another bbq to go to! feels funny w/o sano~ *hugs sano* and i think i freaked him out when i called him last night and i was like crying like mad o'er something.... poor fellah *pat pat* he's so nice to be there to listen anyway. =)
took many wicked photos todae! many! with......*drum roll* iman in bikini! LOL she keeps starin at my breast n molest me lots. bwahahaha..! i think she'll prob b squealin awae after reading this entry. wilfred got a little jealous o'er bryan bwahaha cos we were pretty close and at one pt i was like hanging on to bryan with my arms locked with his and wil was like sayin in japanese 'he's not ur bf isn't he!' LOL LOL oh... *stares at red mark on arm* bryan BIT me!!!! and there's like this red tooth mark left behind. um yeah... heheh and too bad alicia n the rest couldn't make it over here at nite cos they say the store was in a mess and they are v tired n stuff so.... yeah. heh me n wil they all ordered PIZZA for dinner! wil's dad paid the tabs whoa! we had that new christmas special thingy on home delivery and there was this miranda green apple juice *taste gd!* and chicken wings!! *yummy!* and garlic toasts.
oh yes yes. forgot to mention that iman bot me this nice earrings and wil bot me a nice ring!! hehehehe the ring didn't cost much but it's pretty so i'm reallie happie. he say he couldn't offer me much but i'm real glad cos at least he bothered to get me something. even if it's small it's OK! the ring sho pretty! *stares at it lots* remember to check out the photos here k!
PHOTOS
i might go develop them n keep! heh!
took many wicked photos todae! many! with......*drum roll* iman in bikini! LOL she keeps starin at my breast n molest me lots. bwahahaha..! i think she'll prob b squealin awae after reading this entry. wilfred got a little jealous o'er bryan bwahaha cos we were pretty close and at one pt i was like hanging on to bryan with my arms locked with his and wil was like sayin in japanese 'he's not ur bf isn't he!' LOL LOL oh... *stares at red mark on arm* bryan BIT me!!!! and there's like this red tooth mark left behind. um yeah... heheh and too bad alicia n the rest couldn't make it over here at nite cos they say the store was in a mess and they are v tired n stuff so.... yeah. heh me n wil they all ordered PIZZA for dinner! wil's dad paid the tabs whoa! we had that new christmas special thingy on home delivery and there was this miranda green apple juice *taste gd!* and chicken wings!! *yummy!* and garlic toasts.
oh yes yes. forgot to mention that iman bot me this nice earrings and wil bot me a nice ring!! hehehehe the ring didn't cost much but it's pretty so i'm reallie happie. he say he couldn't offer me much but i'm real glad cos at least he bothered to get me something. even if it's small it's OK! the ring sho pretty! *stares at it lots* remember to check out the photos here k!
PHOTOS
i might go develop them n keep! heh!
22 November 2003
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY .....ERM.....SOON!!!!! IN LIKE........15 more minutes or something like that... haha i duno.. some how i dread it alot since i'm turning 20 this yr. seriously. i dun like that number and i hate the idea of turning twenty. totally hate it but i can't stop the wheel of time from turning and neither can i turn back the clock to become younger.... time flies doesn't it?
one thing i'm very happy about was that when we finished work today, something totally unexpected happened. my colleagues were 'ambushing' in the store and they bought me a cake!! i'm really surprised to see the cake and anna lured me away to the toilet before that even haha....!
the cake tasted gd and since we didn't finish it i brought it back home (wil's hse) and shared it with wilfred. woke up this morning at my own hse and dad was hugging me lolz den i had all my favourite dishes for breakfast! fried fish, watercress soup and HUGE (i seriously mean HUGE) prawns! and rice of course. it's a gd day lah overall haha... wil didn't get me a present yet. he was headaching over wad to buy for me.... lol heard he strolled ard JP lookin for a suitable pressie.
tml me n iman n wil n bry will over at the pool dwnstairs! MEBBE at nite some of my colleagues might be comin o'er. since they hav to work on mon, they might nt and it's ok. we took pics at the shop earlier on when they gav me the cake! but some wasn't captured cos kat duno how to take properly with digicam (events mgr) and the grp pic and another pic came out fine though! (taken by supervisor's husband) i met her kid! so cute!!!!!
nicholas:
"hatachi ni nattano?"
"kimi mo 21 sai dato omoukedo"
ROAAAAAAAAAAR........! I'M NOT 21 YET KAY I'M NT SO OLD. I'M GONNA FRY U NIC!
oh btw, iwan wrote something sweet in my friendster testimonial! didn't know he regarded me as one of his bestest fren. one line he wrote was pretty funny. LOL he say :"too BAD! She's taken!" hahahahahhaha......
one thing i'm very happy about was that when we finished work today, something totally unexpected happened. my colleagues were 'ambushing' in the store and they bought me a cake!! i'm really surprised to see the cake and anna lured me away to the toilet before that even haha....!
the cake tasted gd and since we didn't finish it i brought it back home (wil's hse) and shared it with wilfred. woke up this morning at my own hse and dad was hugging me lolz den i had all my favourite dishes for breakfast! fried fish, watercress soup and HUGE (i seriously mean HUGE) prawns! and rice of course. it's a gd day lah overall haha... wil didn't get me a present yet. he was headaching over wad to buy for me.... lol heard he strolled ard JP lookin for a suitable pressie.
tml me n iman n wil n bry will over at the pool dwnstairs! MEBBE at nite some of my colleagues might be comin o'er. since they hav to work on mon, they might nt and it's ok. we took pics at the shop earlier on when they gav me the cake! but some wasn't captured cos kat duno how to take properly with digicam (events mgr) and the grp pic and another pic came out fine though! (taken by supervisor's husband) i met her kid! so cute!!!!!
nicholas:
"hatachi ni nattano?"
"kimi mo 21 sai dato omoukedo"
ROAAAAAAAAAAR........! I'M NOT 21 YET KAY I'M NT SO OLD. I'M GONNA FRY U NIC!
oh btw, iwan wrote something sweet in my friendster testimonial! didn't know he regarded me as one of his bestest fren. one line he wrote was pretty funny. LOL he say :"too BAD! She's taken!" hahahahahhaha......
20 November 2003
i wrote something earlier on. sorta like a chin chai poem. but then, i misplaced it *DAMN* so it's like i forgot wad i wrote *bad memory* so unless i retrieve it i dun think it'll b posted up. i still got abt half n hr before i head off to work. bot two comic bks yesterday end up one bk the fellah gimme wrongly. basket. muz go exchange but i nt free so friday wilfred will go exchange it for me. he has guard duty today so poor thing. early mornin 8am work still muz do overnight guard den work until next day 5.30pm den can go hm. wah lau eh.
i feel like changing my blog layout but i'm lazy plus attached to this current blog bg liao *Shoot* i kinda like sano's one alot hehehe cos v clean n simple n relaxing somehow.
nowadays i'm on a knitting spree. hav been knitting hp pouches for everyone. first was one cigarette pouch i knitted for my colleague alicia which took me ages cos it's abit bigger and when i'm done i gav it to her. guess wad? she lost it. *BOIL* so nw i gotta knit her another one LOL this time i'll use the big needle so the stitches will b bigger and i'll take less time to complete it bwahahaha.... den i made two hp pouches, one for my dad and one for sano. now i'm in the process of making on black hp pouch *as requested* for wilfred, my next proj will be one for iman and another NEW one for alicia. it's kinda fun actually. helps me kill time in the mrt hehehe
as for my REAL project, the SIP project, i've completed most of it already. onli thing left undone is the conclusion, executive summary, online feedback and photostepping of one ppr and the report itself. hur. i think ppl r thinking of killing me already cos the deadline is actually january 14th. >__<;;;
oh well. i'm startin to miss wilfred already. haiz. he's bz rite nw so can't call him or stuff or i'll get sCoLdiNg! >__<
this sunday is my bdae. both happy and sick abt it.
why?
simple.
happy cos i invited friends over to gather and relax and swim at wil's condo.
sad cos i'm turning TWENTY. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dreaded digit startin off with a "2"!
dun like it dun like it! not onli does it sound bad and old, it means responsibility. arghhhhhhhhh
okok. frm nw on, every year i'm 19 yrs old even if the day i turn 39 comes along. HMPH!
*think* ok come to think of it, Tanya had her bdae first LOL so she alreadi had that dreaded "2" on her age. oh well...
i feel like changing my blog layout but i'm lazy plus attached to this current blog bg liao *Shoot* i kinda like sano's one alot hehehe cos v clean n simple n relaxing somehow.
nowadays i'm on a knitting spree. hav been knitting hp pouches for everyone. first was one cigarette pouch i knitted for my colleague alicia which took me ages cos it's abit bigger and when i'm done i gav it to her. guess wad? she lost it. *BOIL* so nw i gotta knit her another one LOL this time i'll use the big needle so the stitches will b bigger and i'll take less time to complete it bwahahaha.... den i made two hp pouches, one for my dad and one for sano. now i'm in the process of making on black hp pouch *as requested* for wilfred, my next proj will be one for iman and another NEW one for alicia. it's kinda fun actually. helps me kill time in the mrt hehehe
as for my REAL project, the SIP project, i've completed most of it already. onli thing left undone is the conclusion, executive summary, online feedback and photostepping of one ppr and the report itself. hur. i think ppl r thinking of killing me already cos the deadline is actually january 14th. >__<;;;
oh well. i'm startin to miss wilfred already. haiz. he's bz rite nw so can't call him or stuff or i'll get sCoLdiNg! >__<
this sunday is my bdae. both happy and sick abt it.
why?
simple.
happy cos i invited friends over to gather and relax and swim at wil's condo.
sad cos i'm turning TWENTY. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the dreaded digit startin off with a "2"!
dun like it dun like it! not onli does it sound bad and old, it means responsibility. arghhhhhhhhh
okok. frm nw on, every year i'm 19 yrs old even if the day i turn 39 comes along. HMPH!
*think* ok come to think of it, Tanya had her bdae first LOL so she alreadi had that dreaded "2" on her age. oh well...
15 November 2003
duno how to react to this piece of news actually lolz actually pretty sad but yet..
wil's dad offer him to go aust to study after his ns.
which means we hav to like ... miss seeing each other?
doesn't sound nice to me.
but him being able to study n get something.. well... it's gd.
aniwae i went back to sch todae n pat told mr lin i fell. >___<
lolz
i juz finished my report not long ago. now i juz nid to do the conclusion, executive summary and some rearrangements lahs.... shag.
wil's dad offer him to go aust to study after his ns.
which means we hav to like ... miss seeing each other?
doesn't sound nice to me.
but him being able to study n get something.. well... it's gd.
aniwae i went back to sch todae n pat told mr lin i fell. >___<
lolz
i juz finished my report not long ago. now i juz nid to do the conclusion, executive summary and some rearrangements lahs.... shag.
10 November 2003
fell dwn today. real bad fall. was gettin some stocks frm abt a storey high. lost muh footing, crashed and fell and crashed into a stool. wanna noe how badly injured i am? check out this link and find the one with my thigh and the bruise. u'll be shocked. i went to alexandra hospital for check up on it. luckily company paying for my medical fees. i uploaded some pics of me n wil for yesterday hehe
wil got himself a new hp. the siemen scorpion one, haha
wil got himself a new hp. the siemen scorpion one, haha
TODAY IS SUCHA SUCHA HAPPIE DAY! ME N WIL'S 2ND YEAR ANNIVASARY!
well i had to fake mc to get todae off hahah if not the stupid HR mgr dun wanna approve my request for off day. basket. i bought two bras frm OG. hahahaha pierre cardin. it was selling at 2 sets for $25! haha cheap cos sale! gd gd. bot one which is black........ i chose it myself...... and another which is also black... but cos like it comes in two so i hav to go look for another set but i cant find anithin nice but wil brainwash me into gettin this other black one with a cartoon on it -__- keeps saying he likes it. i even went n ask the sales asst how they actually calculate bra cup size. finally i know man. sian hahahahaha
we had a date dwn orchard since it has been ages countin frm the day we last been there. *shrugs* and we watched matrix revolution!!! damn action packed, effects v nice but onli prob is confusing storyline hahahahah as usual aniway. guess all matrix viewers are already used to being confused after every matrix movie anyway.
we took some pics of each other hehehehe and wilfred took this pic of me which i liked alot!!! hahahaha at least once i get a nice pic of myself out of the digicam! and i took several pics of my colleagues at my workplace hahaha mad dennis alot of poses. he asked me to join him for a movie this comin sat after we finish our LO session. watching wishing stairs sia. die lah sure faint in cinema. hahahaha duno i'll grab his hand until it break anot hahaha hmmmmmmmmmm oh yes bryan wrote this pretty cute poem and sent it to me haha.
i'm so happy i lost weight hahahaha shed some fats off my arms finally! and i met the stupid wenchuan at BK dwn orchard point. hahaha was buying lunch den he suddenly appeared and called me. gav me a shock. shld've given me discount man stupid guy LOL okok i think i ran out of stuff to write. mebbe i go upload the pics of my colleagues later or something. cya cya!
well i had to fake mc to get todae off hahah if not the stupid HR mgr dun wanna approve my request for off day. basket. i bought two bras frm OG. hahahaha pierre cardin. it was selling at 2 sets for $25! haha cheap cos sale! gd gd. bot one which is black........ i chose it myself...... and another which is also black... but cos like it comes in two so i hav to go look for another set but i cant find anithin nice but wil brainwash me into gettin this other black one with a cartoon on it -__- keeps saying he likes it. i even went n ask the sales asst how they actually calculate bra cup size. finally i know man. sian hahahahaha
we had a date dwn orchard since it has been ages countin frm the day we last been there. *shrugs* and we watched matrix revolution!!! damn action packed, effects v nice but onli prob is confusing storyline hahahahah as usual aniway. guess all matrix viewers are already used to being confused after every matrix movie anyway.
we took some pics of each other hehehehe and wilfred took this pic of me which i liked alot!!! hahahaha at least once i get a nice pic of myself out of the digicam! and i took several pics of my colleagues at my workplace hahaha mad dennis alot of poses. he asked me to join him for a movie this comin sat after we finish our LO session. watching wishing stairs sia. die lah sure faint in cinema. hahahaha duno i'll grab his hand until it break anot hahaha hmmmmmmmmmm oh yes bryan wrote this pretty cute poem and sent it to me haha.
i'm so happy i lost weight hahahaha shed some fats off my arms finally! and i met the stupid wenchuan at BK dwn orchard point. hahaha was buying lunch den he suddenly appeared and called me. gav me a shock. shld've given me discount man stupid guy LOL okok i think i ran out of stuff to write. mebbe i go upload the pics of my colleagues later or something. cya cya!
06 November 2003
well, wun be updating so often cos.......MY MONITOR IS OFFICIALLY DEAD. I'M GETTIN A NEW ONE. so in the meanwhile, be patient with me and i'll slowly update whenever i have the time yeah? *hugs all*
btw, went back dwn to TP to print some stuff todae and went to the library to kill time. alot of changes man!
btw, went back dwn to TP to print some stuff todae and went to the library to kill time. alot of changes man!
01 November 2003
saw something interesting on my way back home juz now.
a cat getting ready to prance on it's "prey".
then it reminded me of a documentary i've watched before.
cats being a hunter that kills at night. reverting back to their wild nature. killing the last of a new found species making it extinct. but then again, lookin at the street cats of singapore. i'm glad of only one thing.
it's killing cockroaches instead. i dun mind if they kill them all. if only they could though. haha
stupid karie (HR MGR) dun approve my off on the 9th. fuck her. i'm takin mc aniway. heard frm my supervisor dat she didn't want to gimme off on my birthday too. wad the fuck!?
a cat getting ready to prance on it's "prey".
then it reminded me of a documentary i've watched before.
cats being a hunter that kills at night. reverting back to their wild nature. killing the last of a new found species making it extinct. but then again, lookin at the street cats of singapore. i'm glad of only one thing.
it's killing cockroaches instead. i dun mind if they kill them all. if only they could though. haha
stupid karie (HR MGR) dun approve my off on the 9th. fuck her. i'm takin mc aniway. heard frm my supervisor dat she didn't want to gimme off on my birthday too. wad the fuck!?
29 October 2003
PEIYUN SECRETLY FILMED MEH DOWN ON MUH DIGICAM! HEHEHEHEHE i tot she take photo nia hahah din realise she is filming me dat stupid ger den it's fun! hahaa took lotsa pics for my report appendices today! tomorrow i off again hahaha den go wilfred hse stay shiok sia
i've been knitting recently again! hahaha n i had iman teach me a new way to knit. kewlie! will try to upload the picture let u all see soon.
i've been knitting recently again! hahaha n i had iman teach me a new way to knit. kewlie! will try to upload the picture let u all see soon.
HEHEHEHEHHE FINALLY BOUGHT MY DIGICAM TODAE! COLOUR IS NICE, USE IS EASY, GOOOOOOD. somemore u noe wad's better? it's cheap hahah. got it for $280 at simlim. we like walked into so many shops and have been given so many different quote of prices man! ultimately end up getting a Fujifilm FinePix A205s that has 2 megapixel and 3x optical/2.5 digital zoom. not bad liao den the pictures take liao all quite nice and the flash is good. ehheehhee me n sano n wilfred n iman had lotsa fun takin pictures! fun fun fun! hehehehehe check them out here LINKS REMOVED we spent the whole day out together from meeting up in bugis till going to simlim and then back to slack our time off at wilfred's place! hehehehe nice. so happy about getting my digicam today.
my god ma passed away. it happened just yesterday.
wilfred had food poisoning today and fell sick.
haiz
lotsa stuff happened.
anyway, about my report, it's almost done. collected most of the appendix materials and photocopied them already. the rest is up to printing and also i'm trying to get my digicam first to take the pics i want for my appendices. i finished most of the report except executive summary and part 3, conclusion and recommendation of the report. write up on past company almost completed too.
wilfred wanna get new hp haha and me? can't wait to get my digicam. tomorrow me n sano n iman going dwn to simlim to check out the digicam models personally so dat i can make my decisions better and faster. i wanna get the report faster over and done with so dat i can juz relac and enjoy work and my own personal time better without having to worry about the stupid report.
wilfred had food poisoning today and fell sick.
haiz
lotsa stuff happened.
anyway, about my report, it's almost done. collected most of the appendix materials and photocopied them already. the rest is up to printing and also i'm trying to get my digicam first to take the pics i want for my appendices. i finished most of the report except executive summary and part 3, conclusion and recommendation of the report. write up on past company almost completed too.
wilfred wanna get new hp haha and me? can't wait to get my digicam. tomorrow me n sano n iman going dwn to simlim to check out the digicam models personally so dat i can make my decisions better and faster. i wanna get the report faster over and done with so dat i can juz relac and enjoy work and my own personal time better without having to worry about the stupid report.
26 October 2003
been so tired with work lately. both my birthday and 2nd year annivasary happens to fall on a sunday. sux. can't get proper off. they allowed my birthday to take off but not on the day of my anni. wadever. i'll either get my off after re-requesting, or i'll get mc. no matter wad i'm getting that day off from work. too bad if they didn't approve it. it'll be last minute headache for them not me. basket. inflexible schedule. sucks.
22 October 2003
have been so tired recently that i haven't got much time to blog.
went down to JE to get some photocopied materials which i left behind from work yesterday and cos i put make up today, alicia was like staring into my face saying something looks different before she realised i had make up hahaha (i put little bit only to cover up pimples) den went on dwn to photocopy more stuff. i bought infernal affairs (one) from the vcd shop dwnstair and guess waD? when i abt to make payment the sensor rang and the shop assistant went out the door lookin angry. apparently some stupid girls stole some stuff and scooted off!! hahahaha suay sia. after i'm done, i went to JP to wait for wilfred to finish work. went up to wintertime to pass peiyun the file and i'm gone. had big mac for lunch. i haven't eaten the whole day hahaha den walked around the value shop. when wil came i bought some drinks before heading to the bus stn. u noe the value shop in jp selling 4 packets of potato chips for one dollar leh! so tempted to buy hahahaha when wil came we go dwn to basement the song brothers shop to check out the digicam i want but dun haf the model sia so sian. hahahaah song bro also hav another outlet in sim lim mah i tot mite haf... basket. jere's fathers shop. that sim lim outlet den got the model i want. sian rite. so me n wil went back up and left for home. i spent some good time over at his house. cooked maggi for him. nw his hair short short like chip munk so cute. i added lotsa ppl into frenster todae and guess wad? my PRI sch fren found me. hahahah she changed alot sia make me so stunned. last time owaz use ruler or bullet beat me nw so chio so 'womanly' hahahahah nearly fainted on the spot. i saw the pic kero didi send me! he n his gf hahaha his gf quite pretty leh! talk abt didi, i miss ko_chan ah~ haha and i called kelvin kor yest n todae to ask him help me check out the digicam models... hope get ans soon den can faster do my report. i finished abt 70% of it already -____- i think if pat n shai reads dis they'll want to beat me cos like....... um i abit kiasu lah. ok den oh shit still hav to write up about previous co. damn sianz. mr lin haven't reply me about the format.. sano wrote something in my frenster testimonial which made me reallie touched hehehe nearly teared. okok i nid rest O_____O buey tahan liao muz slp. nitez all!
went down to JE to get some photocopied materials which i left behind from work yesterday and cos i put make up today, alicia was like staring into my face saying something looks different before she realised i had make up hahaha (i put little bit only to cover up pimples) den went on dwn to photocopy more stuff. i bought infernal affairs (one) from the vcd shop dwnstair and guess waD? when i abt to make payment the sensor rang and the shop assistant went out the door lookin angry. apparently some stupid girls stole some stuff and scooted off!! hahahaha suay sia. after i'm done, i went to JP to wait for wilfred to finish work. went up to wintertime to pass peiyun the file and i'm gone. had big mac for lunch. i haven't eaten the whole day hahaha den walked around the value shop. when wil came i bought some drinks before heading to the bus stn. u noe the value shop in jp selling 4 packets of potato chips for one dollar leh! so tempted to buy hahahaha when wil came we go dwn to basement the song brothers shop to check out the digicam i want but dun haf the model sia so sian. hahahaah song bro also hav another outlet in sim lim mah i tot mite haf... basket. jere's fathers shop. that sim lim outlet den got the model i want. sian rite. so me n wil went back up and left for home. i spent some good time over at his house. cooked maggi for him. nw his hair short short like chip munk so cute. i added lotsa ppl into frenster todae and guess wad? my PRI sch fren found me. hahahah she changed alot sia make me so stunned. last time owaz use ruler or bullet beat me nw so chio so 'womanly' hahahahah nearly fainted on the spot. i saw the pic kero didi send me! he n his gf hahaha his gf quite pretty leh! talk abt didi, i miss ko_chan ah~ haha and i called kelvin kor yest n todae to ask him help me check out the digicam models... hope get ans soon den can faster do my report. i finished abt 70% of it already -____- i think if pat n shai reads dis they'll want to beat me cos like....... um i abit kiasu lah. ok den oh shit still hav to write up about previous co. damn sianz. mr lin haven't reply me about the format.. sano wrote something in my frenster testimonial which made me reallie touched hehehe nearly teared. okok i nid rest O_____O buey tahan liao muz slp. nitez all!
19 October 2003
damn. have been caught for using angelfire to post my pictures. nw they disable my account and all my pics became empty boxes with crosses. fuck them all.
bad mood todae.
damn sad.
hope i'll be better tml.
i juz wanna be with wilfred right nw..... i miss him so much.
the day haven't been going too well for me today... everything sucked. onli when i get to c him and we haf fun, i'll noe everything is fine. i miss him so much it made me so bad mood. i havent managed to talk much with him today. and that made me feel even worse. fuck GWW. why make me work on weekends. stripping off my precious time with wilfred. fuck them. i've been quiet for most of the day or rather throughout the day. cried and cried and dennis tot i had rashes on my face cos it's so red. i'm juz plain skin-sensitive dat i cry, i become v red. I CRIED. so? big deal. no one cared. wil wasn't there. i needed him the most but he had no time for me. he had his friends and soccer. i'm left alone to deal with my overwhelming emotions. it's so unbearable u noe? who can understand how it feels to be helpless? when you need someone there to reassure you that everything is fine and your paranoias are unneeded. i don't want to fall into depression ever again. it sucked. i want it out of my life. go away!
life doesn't suck. today sucked.
bad mood todae.
damn sad.
hope i'll be better tml.
i juz wanna be with wilfred right nw..... i miss him so much.
the day haven't been going too well for me today... everything sucked. onli when i get to c him and we haf fun, i'll noe everything is fine. i miss him so much it made me so bad mood. i havent managed to talk much with him today. and that made me feel even worse. fuck GWW. why make me work on weekends. stripping off my precious time with wilfred. fuck them. i've been quiet for most of the day or rather throughout the day. cried and cried and dennis tot i had rashes on my face cos it's so red. i'm juz plain skin-sensitive dat i cry, i become v red. I CRIED. so? big deal. no one cared. wil wasn't there. i needed him the most but he had no time for me. he had his friends and soccer. i'm left alone to deal with my overwhelming emotions. it's so unbearable u noe? who can understand how it feels to be helpless? when you need someone there to reassure you that everything is fine and your paranoias are unneeded. i don't want to fall into depression ever again. it sucked. i want it out of my life. go away!
life doesn't suck. today sucked.
18 October 2003
finally back at home! hahahah after 10 days of spending at wilfred's house. i kinda miss him actually hahahaha dad missed me too! "stalked" me at the bus stop when i came back home frm work hahahaha i am nw checking out the prices for digicams cos i intend to buy one for my personal use, fulfilling my wish list HEHE and but of course, use it to take photos to be added into my SIP report. geez. juz read the guidelines. damn irritating can? but at least it gives me more directions. i juz nid to get more time and lift my ass off to start working. why i nid time? cos when i start i can't stop so i think i'll nid plenty of time to start off.
suddenly checked my friendster account and had lotsa ppl requesting to be added and adding me in. frm only 5 frens i end up having 20 frens now haha all old sch mates man.
i feel so tired man. how i wish i can b hugging wil to slp again tonite hahaha.... wil's dad got stung by 50 BEES! dat was a day before's news. then got warded for a day. hurz. damn sian i juz realised my bdae and my 2nd year anni with wil lands on sundays. I GOTTA WORK ON SUNDAYS DAMNIT! *burns dwn GWW*
gee can't wait to get my digicam hahahaha den can snap lotsa lotsa pics. hehehehehe *evil plot to snapping wilfred naked pic and post in blog* woohoo!
ok i admit, after not being home and not blogging for so long i'm abit cranky.
i'll go rest now and type out some of the report stuff and listen to my oda kazusama songs! whee! ciaoz!
suddenly checked my friendster account and had lotsa ppl requesting to be added and adding me in. frm only 5 frens i end up having 20 frens now haha all old sch mates man.
i feel so tired man. how i wish i can b hugging wil to slp again tonite hahaha.... wil's dad got stung by 50 BEES! dat was a day before's news. then got warded for a day. hurz. damn sian i juz realised my bdae and my 2nd year anni with wil lands on sundays. I GOTTA WORK ON SUNDAYS DAMNIT! *burns dwn GWW*
gee can't wait to get my digicam hahahaha den can snap lotsa lotsa pics. hehehehehe *evil plot to snapping wilfred naked pic and post in blog* woohoo!
ok i admit, after not being home and not blogging for so long i'm abit cranky.
i'll go rest now and type out some of the report stuff and listen to my oda kazusama songs! whee! ciaoz!
08 October 2003
hehz was asking iman when she had her first kiss. thinking back, i had mine 2 years ago, which was when i was 18 years old. it was on the 22nd of novemeber and i remembered it very clearly. why? because it's the day when i celebrated my birthday leaving no option but to allow wil to kiss me hahahaha i like rejected him so mani times before dat day. we dated for at least 3 weeks first and he asked countless times. first attempt was in a ktv on our first date. well, wil was no shy sort. straightaway hold hand and everything den not shy (THICK SKINNED) den first date onli tried to kiss me. siao. heng i never take microphone smack him.
why did he manage to kiss me on 22nd? cos he say is my bdae. kinda hard to reject so end up being "cornered" at a bus stop. WIF PPL. wha lau eh
then on my way back in the bus i was thinking about the good times i had with my cousin. Bryan. well i've alwayz showed alittle more favouritism towards him and treated him like my brother. we're very close. bathed together when we were a kid, held hands, played and jokingly fought with each other, he hates veg and i dun like fish/seafood stuff so we owaz share our food, at restaurants we would order two dishes and share both so we'll have half of wad each other had. last time, we like to bully his sis together *opps* and our relatives are alwayz commenting how close we are cos like in the car we'll just lie against each other n fall asleep. when we're together we're never too far away from each other. he shares his secrets with me while only him in my family knows about wilfred besides his sis who happen to stumble upon the truth. many a times people think the way we two behave is very strange and far beyond what normal cousins would behave and guess what? wilfred is jealous of him!! hahahaha cos like he thinks i'm adnormally close to my cousin. doesnt matter though cos he's still my dear ol` couz. seeing him grow up is kinda strange too actually. like noe him as a lil boi and u noe how much a boi can change esp during puberty so it was like.... kinda hard dealing with the rapid changes in terms of looks and built. only fear was that our relationship might drift but guess it's not happening yet haha when he first started dating i actually got worried!? haha cos like scared the "girl" snatch my dear bryan away. machiam possesive mother sia.
tml i am staying over at wilfred's place already. will be back next friday.
haiz. anyway, good things to rejoice about. this coming thursday is me and wilfred's one year eleventh month annivasary! can't wait till our second year annivasay comes along! heehee *rejoice*
and oh yes, wil stay i'm forever thinking about FOOOOD! hehehehe well half my brain is dedicated to thinking about food hahahaha
why did he manage to kiss me on 22nd? cos he say is my bdae. kinda hard to reject so end up being "cornered" at a bus stop. WIF PPL. wha lau eh
then on my way back in the bus i was thinking about the good times i had with my cousin. Bryan. well i've alwayz showed alittle more favouritism towards him and treated him like my brother. we're very close. bathed together when we were a kid, held hands, played and jokingly fought with each other, he hates veg and i dun like fish/seafood stuff so we owaz share our food, at restaurants we would order two dishes and share both so we'll have half of wad each other had. last time, we like to bully his sis together *opps* and our relatives are alwayz commenting how close we are cos like in the car we'll just lie against each other n fall asleep. when we're together we're never too far away from each other. he shares his secrets with me while only him in my family knows about wilfred besides his sis who happen to stumble upon the truth. many a times people think the way we two behave is very strange and far beyond what normal cousins would behave and guess what? wilfred is jealous of him!! hahahaha cos like he thinks i'm adnormally close to my cousin. doesnt matter though cos he's still my dear ol` couz. seeing him grow up is kinda strange too actually. like noe him as a lil boi and u noe how much a boi can change esp during puberty so it was like.... kinda hard dealing with the rapid changes in terms of looks and built. only fear was that our relationship might drift but guess it's not happening yet haha when he first started dating i actually got worried!? haha cos like scared the "girl" snatch my dear bryan away. machiam possesive mother sia.
tml i am staying over at wilfred's place already. will be back next friday.
haiz. anyway, good things to rejoice about. this coming thursday is me and wilfred's one year eleventh month annivasary! can't wait till our second year annivasay comes along! heehee *rejoice*
and oh yes, wil stay i'm forever thinking about FOOOOD! hehehehe well half my brain is dedicated to thinking about food hahahaha
04 October 2003
discontinued my japanese studies.
after much emotional struggles of course. i reallie enjoyed taking the class and wads' more, i've been at it for so long already. it's like ending a four year long relationship or something. it sux. but i hav not much of a choice. i have no time to study for the exams and stupid job's HR mgr dun wanna gimme full day off on saturdays. i'll be so tired n i nid to type report... guess i hav to make a sacrifice.
dun get me wrong. i did not GIVE UP my japanese course. i'm gonna continue with it next year. definitely. start frm the second term (may) of the same level. and i intend to take up conversation course and business course. ah and sharon quit her job too. haiz. heard her mum's in the hospital. something rather serious and she gotta stay in the hospital with her. so she quit. den refuse to answer my HR mgr's calls. hur.
today got a very irritating customer. we close shop at 9:30pm normally. they shop until 10PM!!! den go. nw at wil's hse but he watching soccer in the rm with his bro and it finishes onli at 12. irritating.
after much emotional struggles of course. i reallie enjoyed taking the class and wads' more, i've been at it for so long already. it's like ending a four year long relationship or something. it sux. but i hav not much of a choice. i have no time to study for the exams and stupid job's HR mgr dun wanna gimme full day off on saturdays. i'll be so tired n i nid to type report... guess i hav to make a sacrifice.
dun get me wrong. i did not GIVE UP my japanese course. i'm gonna continue with it next year. definitely. start frm the second term (may) of the same level. and i intend to take up conversation course and business course. ah and sharon quit her job too. haiz. heard her mum's in the hospital. something rather serious and she gotta stay in the hospital with her. so she quit. den refuse to answer my HR mgr's calls. hur.
today got a very irritating customer. we close shop at 9:30pm normally. they shop until 10PM!!! den go. nw at wil's hse but he watching soccer in the rm with his bro and it finishes onli at 12. irritating.
finally i got over the incident which stripped off the trust i had in wilfred. now i'm loving him the same or if not, more than every. i've learnt to appreciate everything he has done for me and came to realise how unreasonable i've been at one point in our relationship. emotions and illogical thinking took over. now i think he's the most considerate and sweetest bf i could ever ask for and having been steady for nearly two years, he has never scolded or raise his voice at me. never. thinking of dat it makes me guilty as i've countless times raised my voice at him when i'm stressed out. i've tried and more or less successfully gotten rid of dat habit. by comparing your partner with another is useless and meaningless. there's always a more desirable action by another person as compared to your partner and by comparing, you'll never be satisfied and underappreciate what your partner have truly done for you. i've never compared wilfred with anyone. i learnt to appreciate what he has done for me and realised how much he loves me and gone the extra mile to just find time to spend it with me and no matter how unreasonable some of the timing might be, i really wanted to meet him, he will come n meet me. i tend to get consumed in self pity about how bad a situation i'm in. frankly speaking, he is in no better situation than i am and should also deserve consolation from me. humans are just like dat huh? tend to think too much of ourselves and overlook the feelings of others.
now i feel as if i have no life. in fact, i am forced into a situation where i might consider discontinuing my japanese language course first. but i'll bid my time and consider more first. my workplace, does not allow me to take a full day off for saturdays. so the deal now is dat i have to come back to work after class. i work 10.5 hours a day everyday and only have about one day off every week. i'm feeling very very tired, and i'm stressed out about my work and what's worse, wilfred is back into his ns work and he has to sleep early and gets back hm before me. our timing almost could be described as "totally clashed" and we would've practically no time to meet up or spend time with each other.
well, roads are paved by men and when there's a will there's a way. we are willing to sacrifice time on certain stuff and come up with a win-win situation where i stay over on certain dates dat facilitates me going over to work faster and him being able to see me and at least, we still spend about 1 over hour with each other everyday. it juz sux a little having to wake up with him not beside me in the bed. being alone after waking up is not exactly a very pleasant feeling. our timing is all messed up and every once in awhile, life juz likes to play a trick on us both and throw us a joke like this. being stripped off of our time is not exactly very kind. but at least it made our r/s stronger and we'll pull through.
my SIP (student internship programme) Report is getting on my nerve. so much to write about, so much to put in. i hate uncertainty and i hate stress.
now i feel as if i have no life. in fact, i am forced into a situation where i might consider discontinuing my japanese language course first. but i'll bid my time and consider more first. my workplace, does not allow me to take a full day off for saturdays. so the deal now is dat i have to come back to work after class. i work 10.5 hours a day everyday and only have about one day off every week. i'm feeling very very tired, and i'm stressed out about my work and what's worse, wilfred is back into his ns work and he has to sleep early and gets back hm before me. our timing almost could be described as "totally clashed" and we would've practically no time to meet up or spend time with each other.
well, roads are paved by men and when there's a will there's a way. we are willing to sacrifice time on certain stuff and come up with a win-win situation where i stay over on certain dates dat facilitates me going over to work faster and him being able to see me and at least, we still spend about 1 over hour with each other everyday. it juz sux a little having to wake up with him not beside me in the bed. being alone after waking up is not exactly a very pleasant feeling. our timing is all messed up and every once in awhile, life juz likes to play a trick on us both and throw us a joke like this. being stripped off of our time is not exactly very kind. but at least it made our r/s stronger and we'll pull through.
my SIP (student internship programme) Report is getting on my nerve. so much to write about, so much to put in. i hate uncertainty and i hate stress.
29 September 2003
spent SO MANY HOURS in the storeroom inhaling dust and wadever, climbling up ladders and reaching for the stocks that's even higher than my house ceiling! many point of time i was clinging onto the metal cabinets only and not standing on the ladder at all because the stock is too high to reach. so dangerous. lucky me, i'm not afraid of heights.
am kinda sad wil have to go back to work already cos like, i'll get to spend less time with him. and also, what made things worse was the fact that the stupid HR mgr refused to giv me full day off on saturday. instead, i have to return to work after class and will given half day off on another day. fucked up can? damn fucked up. now it makes the time i have with wilfred even lesser.
i'm kinda sad and shocked at the fact that yifeng's r/s is kinda rocky now. she n her guy has been together for v long already... wishing them all the best.
i'm gonna go make salad later to be brought to JP while waiting for wilfred to finish work. heehee and then feed him!!! and buy back some stuff to make sandwiches for his breakfast on wednesday morning. ^___^
either tomorrow or the day after i'm gonna get my pay! and i'm givin $50 to each of my parents. mum say dad is very very happy hahahahaha and they bought me a pair of slippers. nice~!
am kinda sad wil have to go back to work already cos like, i'll get to spend less time with him. and also, what made things worse was the fact that the stupid HR mgr refused to giv me full day off on saturday. instead, i have to return to work after class and will given half day off on another day. fucked up can? damn fucked up. now it makes the time i have with wilfred even lesser.
i'm kinda sad and shocked at the fact that yifeng's r/s is kinda rocky now. she n her guy has been together for v long already... wishing them all the best.
i'm gonna go make salad later to be brought to JP while waiting for wilfred to finish work. heehee and then feed him!!! and buy back some stuff to make sandwiches for his breakfast on wednesday morning. ^___^
either tomorrow or the day after i'm gonna get my pay! and i'm givin $50 to each of my parents. mum say dad is very very happy hahahahaha and they bought me a pair of slippers. nice~!
interesting situation:
1. hairdresser of mine saw my nails n asked where i had my manicures done. tot i pasted the black part but den when i told her i painted all frm nail polish myself she was abit stunned.
2. chai peng guy call me mei nu (pretty ger) n asked me some weird qns abt me workin in a comp shop. =___="
3. STUPID BOSS'S DAUGHTER COMPLAINED ABT ME. BITCH! NO EYE SEE GT PPL SERVE THE CUST LIAO MEH!!!???
4. customer praised me.
1. hairdresser of mine saw my nails n asked where i had my manicures done. tot i pasted the black part but den when i told her i painted all frm nail polish myself she was abit stunned.
2. chai peng guy call me mei nu (pretty ger) n asked me some weird qns abt me workin in a comp shop. =___="
3. STUPID BOSS'S DAUGHTER COMPLAINED ABT ME. BITCH! NO EYE SEE GT PPL SERVE THE CUST LIAO MEH!!!???
4. customer praised me.
HAD A HAIR CUT! nothing spectacular but a 3 inch trim and temporary straightening so for today at least, the hair will stay nice hahaha.
shoot. kinda heart pain dat so much hair is gone... now onli chest length. last time nearing waist. tsk tsk.
like wad i'm wearing todae haha strange clothes forked out frm closet end up in a gd match. *SMILES*
so happy. can't wait to show wil my new hairdo and he's sleeping o'er at terry's hse last nite cos of soccer *roll eye* BOYS.
everyone seems so dead lately. no messages in the tag board wadsoever. other blogs too. everybody busy with their life i guess. just you and me huh blog? *hugs blog* LOL
i was telling sano to get a bandana instead of the horrendous thought of rebonding. ARGH. SO not him. yesterday half the day spent inside the warehouse packing stock until like mad sia all the down jackets and stuff SO HEAVY! me n dennis do until mad hahahaha. okie pokie. time to go for class.
shoot. kinda heart pain dat so much hair is gone... now onli chest length. last time nearing waist. tsk tsk.
like wad i'm wearing todae haha strange clothes forked out frm closet end up in a gd match. *SMILES*
so happy. can't wait to show wil my new hairdo and he's sleeping o'er at terry's hse last nite cos of soccer *roll eye* BOYS.
everyone seems so dead lately. no messages in the tag board wadsoever. other blogs too. everybody busy with their life i guess. just you and me huh blog? *hugs blog* LOL
i was telling sano to get a bandana instead of the horrendous thought of rebonding. ARGH. SO not him. yesterday half the day spent inside the warehouse packing stock until like mad sia all the down jackets and stuff SO HEAVY! me n dennis do until mad hahahaha. okie pokie. time to go for class.
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I'M STUCK WORKIN IN JURONG FOR THE NEXT FEW MTHS! this is bad. LOL we had special 'grants' frm the boss to learn cashier. well guess dat saves me alot of trouble. hehz am so tired. spent the whole mrt trip chatting with Dennis about anime and comics we have, watched and liked a great deal.
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I'M STUCK WORKIN IN JURONG FOR THE NEXT FEW MTHS! this is bad. LOL we had special 'grants' frm the boss to learn cashier. well guess dat saves me alot of trouble. hehz am so tired. spent the whole mrt trip chatting with Dennis about anime and comics we have, watched and liked a great deal.
23 September 2003
*yawnz* am really tired now. juz watched turn left turn right in the afternoon. hmmm... well wilfred suddenly wanted to watch movie and the movie was pretty nice. ending abit mad hahaha tanya would noe wad i'm tokin abt and curious ppl can go find out by watchin the movie! if u were to ask me if it's nice, well i'll say it's not bad at all! haha quite sweet lah funny factors included except i dun think gigi look very nice in it. we smuggle diet coke and a packet of chips in hahahaha... my bag is SUPER big. i met marc outside the toilet hahahah weird place to bump into frenz. and also while we walked around level two of cineleisure, found a reaaaaaaaaaaaaallie cute mashimaro clock!!! very nice and big and just $9+ and wil wanted to buy it for me but i duno put where gd so nvr buy *sigh* we saw this bunch of 'telephone' made in rather peculiar designs. actually it's damn cool lah. imagine picking up wad seems to be a coke can model and end up talkin with it? cos it's a PHONE! but so expensive hahaha omost $50! got ayu can drink damn chio but .... haiz too expensive lar~! den saw some neat clocks.... and i finally bought the note bk i needed for my japanese class (cos it's finishing) and suay thing was, i tried lookin for no. 8 for huimin's comic. end up u noe wad? 1 - 9 all got EXCEPT 8! the onli one missing and out of stock! so suay can? piang eh...
...Mebbe we're in the wrong group after all..
lolz just some thoughts about a discussion i had with tanya.
anyway, TODAE'S MENU: SPAGHETTI!
today i invited wilfred over to have lunch with me in my house! i made spaghetti and salad for the two of us! nice~~~ extra big serving too hahahaha. then we went on to take some silly pictures with my webcam which turned out really nice! and recorded a short video too hahahaha it's kinda funny.
spent so much time chopping up the stupid hard boiled eggs for the salad hahaha till about 3am in the morning and left the rest of the cooking till today. cooking spaghetti is FUN! heheheheh lotsa noooooodles!
and LAST but not least! another dollie i adopted which is reaaaaally kinda cool. hehz
totally love it! hahahaha alritey then take care all of ya. hav a gd daeEeEe~!
lolz just some thoughts about a discussion i had with tanya.
anyway, TODAE'S MENU: SPAGHETTI!
today i invited wilfred over to have lunch with me in my house! i made spaghetti and salad for the two of us! nice~~~ extra big serving too hahahaha. then we went on to take some silly pictures with my webcam which turned out really nice! and recorded a short video too hahahaha it's kinda funny.
spent so much time chopping up the stupid hard boiled eggs for the salad hahaha till about 3am in the morning and left the rest of the cooking till today. cooking spaghetti is FUN! heheheheh lotsa noooooodles!
and LAST but not least! another dollie i adopted which is reaaaaally kinda cool. hehz
totally love it! hahahaha alritey then take care all of ya. hav a gd daeEeEe~!
*hugs iman*
hehehehe she gave me a surprise visit today! hahaha suddenly appeared in front of me at the Jurong Point Outlet. we went to the NTUC together while she gets some unpoped popcorn and i gotten myself a can of mushrooms and packet of spaghetti. am gonna whip up a meal for wilfred tomorrow.
i bought this really nice sticker that can also be used on fabric. i pasted it on my note bk.
nice anot?
hehehehe she gave me a surprise visit today! hahaha suddenly appeared in front of me at the Jurong Point Outlet. we went to the NTUC together while she gets some unpoped popcorn and i gotten myself a can of mushrooms and packet of spaghetti. am gonna whip up a meal for wilfred tomorrow.
i bought this really nice sticker that can also be used on fabric. i pasted it on my note bk.
nice anot?
21 September 2003
hahahah dad seems to be anticipating my return to home so much he actually waited at the bus stop!!!! bad news was i stopped at the next stop bwahahahaha totally missed the stop dad was waiting at and he called me up shouting dat i missed my stop (which i didn't) hahahaha.. funny. cute dad. i bought the windchime i wanted!!! hehehehe mum came down to jurong pt n find me todae. suddenly called me up and say she's downstairs. todae business v gd very busy so time passed damn fast. tuesday off day again cool! i bought the box i wanted to.
came home and found alot of things changed. lotsa shifting of furnitures and new furnitures bought.
came home and found alot of things changed. lotsa shifting of furnitures and new furnitures bought.
20 September 2003
had some bad incident with wilfred's mum this morning and was damn damn damn pissed off and sad about it and even wrote it down in my notebk wanting to post it on the blog later. but since now that i'm fine already i guess i wont have it written down. wouldn't want to be reminded of it anyway.
soon my off day is over and i have to head back to work and tonight is my last night staying over at wilfred's house for the week.... *sigh* i'm gonna miss him so much but i miss home too so.....it's kinda CoNfUsiNg. haha i bought this lotion for mum..... it's for "dry skin" so i guess it's gd. went to walk around in IKEA and saw this pillow dat's big n fluffy! wanna buy it!!! asked mum abt the pricing and she said it's cheap so i guess i'm gonna go get it hehehe put in muh room! mum bought a new side table for me. she say the 2004 catalog of IKEA is out already and there's quite a few stuff she wanna go get. hm hehehehehe shopping spree!!! i can't move my comp desk into my rm yet cos mum say according to "feng shui" it's my "wen chang" location. means for studying lah so cannot move it into rm YET haha.
and i definitely miss the cheap and nice food at jurong east!!!! can't wait to go back there. jurong point's food is so freakin expensive and i'm getting addicted to the one dollar shop. there's lotsa strange shop there though and oh yes i think i'm getting the cute mouse windchime. DUN CARE AH! and there's the mousey bank.. hm.... guess i'll skip that. and i'm still considering if i should get the box for my letters... i wonder if it's too small..... i scared the mouse windchime no more sial. *wails* it's onli $3.90 and so damn cute. ah so mani things i wanna buy! digicam!! haiz haiz haiz.
there's a new supervisor name PATRICK in the jurong east outlet. wonder how he's like. so far so gd they say hahahaha but Anna is apprehensive abt it. she say duno when his tail will come out. and we have a new colleague! da name is ShArOn! aged i think 21 and a MUMMY!
hm no more to talk about liao aiyoh.... hahahaha and i a quiz here u guys can go try it out for fun.
Your first impression to people (Chinese)
soon my off day is over and i have to head back to work and tonight is my last night staying over at wilfred's house for the week.... *sigh* i'm gonna miss him so much but i miss home too so.....it's kinda CoNfUsiNg. haha i bought this lotion for mum..... it's for "dry skin" so i guess it's gd. went to walk around in IKEA and saw this pillow dat's big n fluffy! wanna buy it!!! asked mum abt the pricing and she said it's cheap so i guess i'm gonna go get it hehehe put in muh room! mum bought a new side table for me. she say the 2004 catalog of IKEA is out already and there's quite a few stuff she wanna go get. hm hehehehehe shopping spree!!! i can't move my comp desk into my rm yet cos mum say according to "feng shui" it's my "wen chang" location. means for studying lah so cannot move it into rm YET haha.
and i definitely miss the cheap and nice food at jurong east!!!! can't wait to go back there. jurong point's food is so freakin expensive and i'm getting addicted to the one dollar shop. there's lotsa strange shop there though and oh yes i think i'm getting the cute mouse windchime. DUN CARE AH! and there's the mousey bank.. hm.... guess i'll skip that. and i'm still considering if i should get the box for my letters... i wonder if it's too small..... i scared the mouse windchime no more sial. *wails* it's onli $3.90 and so damn cute. ah so mani things i wanna buy! digicam!! haiz haiz haiz.
there's a new supervisor name PATRICK in the jurong east outlet. wonder how he's like. so far so gd they say hahahaha but Anna is apprehensive abt it. she say duno when his tail will come out. and we have a new colleague! da name is ShArOn! aged i think 21 and a MUMMY!
hm no more to talk about liao aiyoh.... hahahaha and i a quiz here u guys can go try it out for fun.
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19 September 2003
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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found a gd deal bwahaha...... 3 cans of seasons chysanthenum tea cost onli $1! two diet lemon coke is $1! cold somemore hahahaha
17 September 2003
third day at work in Jurong Point. today was with Alicia. very fun actually to work with her cos she's so cheerio hahaha and we kept on buying food to stuff ourselves. i'm living off $5 everyday and that's kinda little and i hv to settle my meals with that so like......very BUDGET ah. this morn ate $1 chuey kueh. bought two lemon barley from the one dollar shop for $1.
one can of drink and one packet of chuey kueh = my breakfast
one can of drink left from previously bought two and bought another packet of cheese bread from the one dollar shop for (duh!) $1.
one can of drink and one packet of bread = my lunch
dinner? nothing.
i went back and had maggi for supper....... along with eggs and microwaved bao. =__="
pathetic man. hahaha....
i called back home as usual, everyday after work and mum told me she bought a new washing machine already. finally. hahaha the old one is so spoilt. now my mum's new project is to get a tv. abit wasteful hahhahaha and she say she n dad decided to let me have the master bed rm. i mean, no toilets inside lah but it's the biggest space one. but like.......i one person nid such a big rm for wad!?!?!? and oh yeah, she bought a new mattress for my dad. hehz i bought this REAAAAAALLIE cute keychain frm the one dollar shop. it's a little baby sitting on a pram that has a cake infrnt of it. hehz... mebbe one of these days when i free i go take a pic of it and post it online. wilfred is sick todae.. has cough n headaches and slight fever but now ok alreadi. I'M STILL SO BLARDI TEMPTED TO GET THE NAIL PAINTING THINGY! WHO WANNA SPONSOR ME!? but then haiz thinking on the practical side i dun hav spare cash to indulge in that and it's abit waste of money oso lah....... i'm trying to save up for a pair of engraved rings for me and wilfred's second year annivasary.
today not much business but ALOT of kids gloves sold. i wonder wad's with the sudden rush for gloves hahahaha
btw juz letting u guys noe,
my work place in Jurong Point, Winter Time, is having 15% discount for most of the items and sale ends this week!!! got time go dwn c c lk lk oso gd ar.... can get some nice sweaters there....
one can of drink and one packet of chuey kueh = my breakfast
one can of drink left from previously bought two and bought another packet of cheese bread from the one dollar shop for (duh!) $1.
one can of drink and one packet of bread = my lunch
dinner? nothing.
i went back and had maggi for supper....... along with eggs and microwaved bao. =__="
pathetic man. hahaha....
i called back home as usual, everyday after work and mum told me she bought a new washing machine already. finally. hahaha the old one is so spoilt. now my mum's new project is to get a tv. abit wasteful hahhahaha and she say she n dad decided to let me have the master bed rm. i mean, no toilets inside lah but it's the biggest space one. but like.......i one person nid such a big rm for wad!?!?!? and oh yeah, she bought a new mattress for my dad. hehz i bought this REAAAAAALLIE cute keychain frm the one dollar shop. it's a little baby sitting on a pram that has a cake infrnt of it. hehz... mebbe one of these days when i free i go take a pic of it and post it online. wilfred is sick todae.. has cough n headaches and slight fever but now ok alreadi. I'M STILL SO BLARDI TEMPTED TO GET THE NAIL PAINTING THINGY! WHO WANNA SPONSOR ME!? but then haiz thinking on the practical side i dun hav spare cash to indulge in that and it's abit waste of money oso lah....... i'm trying to save up for a pair of engraved rings for me and wilfred's second year annivasary.
today not much business but ALOT of kids gloves sold. i wonder wad's with the sudden rush for gloves hahahaha
btw juz letting u guys noe,
my work place in Jurong Point, Winter Time, is having 15% discount for most of the items and sale ends this week!!! got time go dwn c c lk lk oso gd ar.... can get some nice sweaters there....
15 September 2003
wil woke up at 6am todae and went back to camp. i helped him open the door.. haiz... so early my dear go wrk. hope his MC still valid. he say he posted as general technician. duno wads dat sia..sekali ask him change light bulbs hahahhah.... anyway... me gotta go work in jurong pt later. duno wad to eat sia there everything so expensive one and i everyday onli can spend $5!!!!
haiz haiz. ok lah go work liao *grumbles* they better let my dear go hm or i burn dwn CDA. *grumbles* and stupid zakir dun to pay me *grumbles more*
haiz haiz. ok lah go work liao *grumbles* they better let my dear go hm or i burn dwn CDA. *grumbles* and stupid zakir dun to pay me *grumbles more*
14 September 2003
big boss of the company came dwn todae and spent 2 n a half hr (exclusively and rarely) with me n dennis teaching us and explaining to us about our products and sales tactics. there's a reason why he's the boss and we're juz sales assistants hahaha he knows damn alot..... started the company on his own from scratch. anyway i've learnt alot and grateful for this opportunity.
ravin smsed me. bad news. he said he called zakir up on friday and zakir told him he had no money to pay us!!!!!!!!!!!! and hung up. what the fuck!? dennis is SO gonna cry LOL
ravin smsed me. bad news. he said he called zakir up on friday and zakir told him he had no money to pay us!!!!!!!!!!!! and hung up. what the fuck!? dennis is SO gonna cry LOL
13 September 2003
wil's mum dun seem to be in much of a good mood..... can't be bothered anyway. haiz. if ever we two get married i'll definitely wanna move out. duno how to live with her.
after class i met up with wilfred at orchard. before class, mum n dad brought me down to purvis street to eat. the old jinjin shop moved to the next street and opened up a shop of two shop space. lotsa customers surprisingly! haha like machiam the whole street so quiet but their shop so busy. hahahah power of old loyal eaters! some of the older (original) shop owners still recognise me. i have been to that shop many times when i was a kid and i haven't changed much in terms of look so oh well hahaha
went down to bugis junction to walk around wif mum before class starts and ended up buying a set of clothes. top and pants from Esprit. kinda costly actually so i hadda split cost with mum. when i say costly i mean EXTREMELY costly. now i kinda think i shld've left out the top..... but mum wants a gd match so ask me buy it along..... =___="
went to orchard and met up with wilfred while the two of us walked around before terry comes along... we den walked around far east in search for terry's t-shirt and wilfred's cap. both of them got what they wanted. guess we're all in a shopping mood today hahahaha..! wilfred's like in all red todae haha his man u bag is reddish black, man u jersey is red, cap is red too! and dat includes his eyes too.. =P
i was REAAAAALLIE tempted to get this nail art thingy... costs $19++ ... kinda like u paint on the design.. and the designs look nice.. u apply a paint over a palette, remove excess with a scrapper, put a chop over it and use the same chop and imprint the design onto the nail before coating a transparent nail polish over to keep the design. and wad's more, u can use it quite a few times and the palette have quite alot of design. i think at least it's definitely more worth it than those finger nail stickers thingy that costs like $5+ or $6+ or more and you can only use it once!!! once removed u can't apply any more.. so wasted. (most of the design sux) nice ones costs a bomb. i think cos of my budget constraints and i'm oso staying over at wil's hse (no nail polish with me), i'll go buy the stuff nxt week. hehz!!!!
after class i met up with wilfred at orchard. before class, mum n dad brought me down to purvis street to eat. the old jinjin shop moved to the next street and opened up a shop of two shop space. lotsa customers surprisingly! haha like machiam the whole street so quiet but their shop so busy. hahahah power of old loyal eaters! some of the older (original) shop owners still recognise me. i have been to that shop many times when i was a kid and i haven't changed much in terms of look so oh well hahaha
went down to bugis junction to walk around wif mum before class starts and ended up buying a set of clothes. top and pants from Esprit. kinda costly actually so i hadda split cost with mum. when i say costly i mean EXTREMELY costly. now i kinda think i shld've left out the top..... but mum wants a gd match so ask me buy it along..... =___="
went to orchard and met up with wilfred while the two of us walked around before terry comes along... we den walked around far east in search for terry's t-shirt and wilfred's cap. both of them got what they wanted. guess we're all in a shopping mood today hahahaha..! wilfred's like in all red todae haha his man u bag is reddish black, man u jersey is red, cap is red too! and dat includes his eyes too.. =P
i was REAAAAALLIE tempted to get this nail art thingy... costs $19++ ... kinda like u paint on the design.. and the designs look nice.. u apply a paint over a palette, remove excess with a scrapper, put a chop over it and use the same chop and imprint the design onto the nail before coating a transparent nail polish over to keep the design. and wad's more, u can use it quite a few times and the palette have quite alot of design. i think at least it's definitely more worth it than those finger nail stickers thingy that costs like $5+ or $6+ or more and you can only use it once!!! once removed u can't apply any more.. so wasted. (most of the design sux) nice ones costs a bomb. i think cos of my budget constraints and i'm oso staying over at wil's hse (no nail polish with me), i'll go buy the stuff nxt week. hehz!!!!
so please don't call my house if you need to get to me urgently or for wadever matters. if u see my nick online, it means i'm online lah! (duh) and if u wanna contact me still but i'm not online, juz simple sms me will do. ^_____^
i'll be working at jurong point (boonlay mrt) for the whole of next week. SIAN SIA...
dat explains why i'm staying over at wilfred's place. today me n dennis and our supervisor, Ziyun was just chatting about random topics and we came across the topic about pregnancy. she was saying that if drink alot of milk or soyabean the baby will be born very fair skinned and pregnant women should avoid eating cold stuff e.g. watermelons. try have more tonic or something but NO ginseng. makes one feel icky... =___=" den lie down alot if possible after giving birth if not the butt will become damn big. (esp ppl with big bones).
so many thing to remember. jia lat sia... worse thing i guess is the stupid stretch marks.... overweight... and baby blues. haiz juz about anyone could have it.
yesterday was on the phone with wilfred and said stuff i shouldn't have said that hurt him and felt damn guilty about it eversince. but he's forgiving and didn't take it to heart too long.... *hugs wilfred*
i had to vacuum the floor today for the storeroom and then when i was finally done and about to put the vacuum cleaner back the stupid thing opened up in the center and end up all the inside dropped out. dust and all. YUCKS LOR! have to clean it all up.... den i oso become spider woman climb up n down the racks that's so damn high just to get the stock customers wanted. literally climb. i wonder how come some customers so dumb. damn cock eye can? we put close sign but block on door liao, indicatin we close shop liao still got ppl come n push the door n wanna come in. STUPID! then this two couple take so blardi long to get their stuff n come so late..... suppose to close shop n leave by 9.30 end up close at 9.45pm. in fact the closing time is 9pm lor!!! dumb ppl.
11 September 2003
watched the borrowed vcd for TWINS EFFECT from Dennis.
nothing too great about it.
melissa teo called my hp on saturday!! i think i forgot to mentioned that! hehez she got hp liao! hehehehe but overseas smsing is expensive so i guess i'll stick to writing letters to her. then i gave her wilfred's hse number and we like chatted on the phone for ages..... she sound evidently happier on the phone. finally she sorted out her thoughts and came out of where she was stuck at. guess she reallie had a hard time coping with getting back to aust and havin her folks separated and also communication problems with people.... it just gets caught in this nasty circle of procastinating and walking about in circles in life and wasting years trying to sort out what's going on in our mind and in the world.
tuesday was me and wilfred's 1 YEAR 10TH MONTH ANNIVASARY!
so like he came over to my hse and ate lunch cos my mum cooked corn soup for us!!! it's so tasty! and then after eating we still have lotsa time to hang around in my house before we left to walk around in parkway. we bought salad to eat from cold storage. cos i heard from mummy that the new foodcourt open liao so i go n kaypoh awhile and basket! damn chio sia and so mani new stores! luckily the old mee rebus store still around hahahaha there got new steamboat store...... western food..... D`crepes.... YOSHINOYA!!!! now parkway like machiam power pack sial! got ajisen lah mos burger lah KFC lah BK lah Mac lah starbuck, coffeebean, pastamania, what a fish, yoshinoya, strudel shop, delifrance, sakae sushi, swensen, auntie anne. famous amos........WAH PIANG! hahahaha then after i finish sight seeing all the food stores available in Parkway hehehehe the both of us went down to Tampines Mall to catch a movie.
we watched S.W.A.T. damn good show. u guys should go watch it. it's not just about the action. the story is good too. now even Century Square's foodcourt changed. it's now kopitiam and one of the fried kway tiao quite nice hehehe then we bumped into tanya and her friends and what's more coincidental is that when me and wilfred is about to go back home (queenstown) and i bumped into Yujun!!!! my pri school classmate sial! hahahaha she still as tiny as ever.
today at work i was affected by the radio. one of the DJ was reading out a letter written by a girl. her bf of 4 years left her because he had a change of heart. how sickening can that be? 4 years is very long.... haiz then i start feeling emotional and sad suddenly. thoughts wandered through my mind and i was asking myself if wilfred will stay faithful to me and we'll still be as loving many years from now... one thing i know is that my feelings for him will never change.
nothing too great about it.
melissa teo called my hp on saturday!! i think i forgot to mentioned that! hehez she got hp liao! hehehehe but overseas smsing is expensive so i guess i'll stick to writing letters to her. then i gave her wilfred's hse number and we like chatted on the phone for ages..... she sound evidently happier on the phone. finally she sorted out her thoughts and came out of where she was stuck at. guess she reallie had a hard time coping with getting back to aust and havin her folks separated and also communication problems with people.... it just gets caught in this nasty circle of procastinating and walking about in circles in life and wasting years trying to sort out what's going on in our mind and in the world.
tuesday was me and wilfred's 1 YEAR 10TH MONTH ANNIVASARY!
so like he came over to my hse and ate lunch cos my mum cooked corn soup for us!!! it's so tasty! and then after eating we still have lotsa time to hang around in my house before we left to walk around in parkway. we bought salad to eat from cold storage. cos i heard from mummy that the new foodcourt open liao so i go n kaypoh awhile and basket! damn chio sia and so mani new stores! luckily the old mee rebus store still around hahahaha there got new steamboat store...... western food..... D`crepes.... YOSHINOYA!!!! now parkway like machiam power pack sial! got ajisen lah mos burger lah KFC lah BK lah Mac lah starbuck, coffeebean, pastamania, what a fish, yoshinoya, strudel shop, delifrance, sakae sushi, swensen, auntie anne. famous amos........WAH PIANG! hahahaha then after i finish sight seeing all the food stores available in Parkway hehehehe the both of us went down to Tampines Mall to catch a movie.
we watched S.W.A.T. damn good show. u guys should go watch it. it's not just about the action. the story is good too. now even Century Square's foodcourt changed. it's now kopitiam and one of the fried kway tiao quite nice hehehe then we bumped into tanya and her friends and what's more coincidental is that when me and wilfred is about to go back home (queenstown) and i bumped into Yujun!!!! my pri school classmate sial! hahahaha she still as tiny as ever.
today at work i was affected by the radio. one of the DJ was reading out a letter written by a girl. her bf of 4 years left her because he had a change of heart. how sickening can that be? 4 years is very long.... haiz then i start feeling emotional and sad suddenly. thoughts wandered through my mind and i was asking myself if wilfred will stay faithful to me and we'll still be as loving many years from now... one thing i know is that my feelings for him will never change.
08 September 2003
boring day today. little customer. only fun part was perhaps having a topic to chat about over the counter with ziyun n dennis. heard frm ziyun our mgr is mad man. can work half a yr without off.
i keep bumping into ppl on the mrt lately. realli coincidental. first i met dennis, both on our way to work but i didn't realise he was on board till some time later and wad's more, SITTING OPPOSITE ME! haha then i bumped into hanna schoon, my ex secondary school classmate. then today, i met chee wee, me ex bk manager. hahahaha he was like standing in the same area lah abit at the door there while i was sitting down. he finally saw me and smiled and walked over to talk to me. hahaha.... funny.
tomorrow is my off day! hehz cool. and i'm gonna stay over at wil's hse too. mum's cooking lunch n soup for us both in the afternoon and asked me to ask him to come over. tomorrow is our 1 year 10 mth annivasary!!!! WhEe~~!
next week on the whole week i havta go jurong point sial....
i keep bumping into ppl on the mrt lately. realli coincidental. first i met dennis, both on our way to work but i didn't realise he was on board till some time later and wad's more, SITTING OPPOSITE ME! haha then i bumped into hanna schoon, my ex secondary school classmate. then today, i met chee wee, me ex bk manager. hahahaha he was like standing in the same area lah abit at the door there while i was sitting down. he finally saw me and smiled and walked over to talk to me. hahaha.... funny.
tomorrow is my off day! hehz cool. and i'm gonna stay over at wil's hse too. mum's cooking lunch n soup for us both in the afternoon and asked me to ask him to come over. tomorrow is our 1 year 10 mth annivasary!!!! WhEe~~!
next week on the whole week i havta go jurong point sial....
interesting blogs
smoking etiquettes
smoke and ashes
hehz!!!!! my winnie the pooh bear hp accessory is finally found!
TADA!
smoking etiquettes
smoke and ashes
hehz!!!!! my winnie the pooh bear hp accessory is finally found!
TADA!
05 September 2003
time passed rather quickly todae. did stock taking and stuff for very long.
am now aiming this bag in my workplace. want to buy it soon. hehz. mebbe when i do i'll take a pic of it n post it up or something.
busy everyday i'm so dog-tired. wil came dwn to look for me todae.... we discussed alot on some serious topics. time spent with each other is so little and not enough..... *sigh*
Melancholic Person
New environment and new people alert you therefore you are confused, shrink into your shell, retire from other people. You are sensitive to peoples and everything that connected with them. You are owner of rich associative internal world.
Peculiar (in certain degree):
high sensitiveness
emotional vulnerability
weak resistance to external impacts
inertness
tearfulness and touchiness
fearfulness and anxiety
hesitations and timidity
emotion status
You rate highly everything lofty and beautiful. It's not impossible that sometimes you look down on men who, by your opinion, cannot estimate it as you.
know urself better
You count self as infallible. But still you are subject to outer influence. Your aim is finding of the golden mean between own views and those tasks of life. It is helpful for you that you instinctively choose right way.
my picture
You value a natural style and love that which is uncomplicated. People admire you because you have both feet planted firmly on the ground and they can depend on you. You give those who are close to you security and space. You are perceived as being warm and human. You reject everything that is garish and trite. You tend to be skeptical toward the whims of fashion trends. For you, clothing has to be practical and unobtrusively elegant
wad is ur figure?
Rounds, � they are the most well-disposed and friendly from five figures. They have high sensitiveness, developed ability co-feel, respond emotionally to feelings of other man. Rounds and Roundesses feel other's joy and feel other's pain as their own. When everybody are in good terms one with another � Rounds are happy. If they have some conflict situation, it is most likely that they'll yield first. They try to find common point even in opposite points of view.
am now aiming this bag in my workplace. want to buy it soon. hehz. mebbe when i do i'll take a pic of it n post it up or something.
busy everyday i'm so dog-tired. wil came dwn to look for me todae.... we discussed alot on some serious topics. time spent with each other is so little and not enough..... *sigh*
Melancholic Person
New environment and new people alert you therefore you are confused, shrink into your shell, retire from other people. You are sensitive to peoples and everything that connected with them. You are owner of rich associative internal world.
Peculiar (in certain degree):
high sensitiveness
emotional vulnerability
weak resistance to external impacts
inertness
tearfulness and touchiness
fearfulness and anxiety
hesitations and timidity
emotion status
You rate highly everything lofty and beautiful. It's not impossible that sometimes you look down on men who, by your opinion, cannot estimate it as you.
know urself better
You count self as infallible. But still you are subject to outer influence. Your aim is finding of the golden mean between own views and those tasks of life. It is helpful for you that you instinctively choose right way.
my picture
You value a natural style and love that which is uncomplicated. People admire you because you have both feet planted firmly on the ground and they can depend on you. You give those who are close to you security and space. You are perceived as being warm and human. You reject everything that is garish and trite. You tend to be skeptical toward the whims of fashion trends. For you, clothing has to be practical and unobtrusively elegant
wad is ur figure?
Rounds, � they are the most well-disposed and friendly from five figures. They have high sensitiveness, developed ability co-feel, respond emotionally to feelings of other man. Rounds and Roundesses feel other's joy and feel other's pain as their own. When everybody are in good terms one with another � Rounds are happy. If they have some conflict situation, it is most likely that they'll yield first. They try to find common point even in opposite points of view.
04 September 2003
hm
saw hong's entry.
made me think back alot.
about the gd times i had chatting away online smiling and being really really happy.
am surprised he mentioned about me.
even more surprised about what he wrote about me.
"J-Homma(maria)
i thought she was a he in the first place becos of the nick... the nick looks guyish to me, the way she chatted oso quite boyish... later as i found out, she's a veri helpful person and someone who cares alot for others... nice nice :)"
i'm flattered.
thinking about ppl who has made an impact in my life not just frm irc but online....
Hi^roko
the most crappy, noisy, THICK-SKINNED, but amazingly popular girl i've ever talked to. like hong said, she can make everyone in the chnnl become alive. fun chatting with her and she was one of the first few people whom i've chatted with online. we used to like to ke siao fight with each other online and then re-enact our own version of titanic and call each other mad names.....
Coolie
also one of the first few people i chatted with?
she's juz one reallie nice girl. frank. which is good. ^__^
twit made a great deal of influence
i poured my hearts out to her.
she was special.
with her, besides sometime she over-reacts in a very scary way, she's one of the ppl whom i enjoy chatting with alot. she's really frank and often misunderstood by others.
honggy
one of the first few ppl i know online.
he's alwayz there at night.
when all is gone. when i'm feeling down. he's there.
alot of assurance. at least some one was there. chatting with him i feel relaxed.
my way of talking is very boyish but i feel relaxed dat way cos dats my style of talking.
sano important person in my life
a friend, someone i can pour my hearts out to, a friend i never wanna lose.
he was there when i was most down in my life. when life seem meaningless and i felt so down and wanted to die, he was the only one keeping sane and giving me hope.
he was someone who's alwayz there.
everytime i face a prob, i cry n tell him about it. even if he can't help solve it, he listens at least.
kochan+kero+fukai
my beloved kor n didi(s)
uchu
sad to say this, he is just someone i want to erase from my memory. once bitten twice shy.
aiko
someone whom i saw her grow n become more matured
kindaichi (rick)
perhaps the only person online who made me feel as if we understood each other that later turned on me. i cried the worst after a incident. now i lost contact with him. perhaps another person whom i rather not be reminded of.
zero made a great deal of influence
there's alwayz something about him that intrigues me.
he's in a way very mysterious. chatty but at times very deep. very helpful and i liked chatting with him alot. once was there to witness when he was very down. i felt very sad for him. a friend i do like alot.
iman made a strong impact in my life
crazy lil girl. weird personality, real smart and nice and relaxing to chat with. life is never boring chatting to her.
shaikha and pat important ppl in my life
friends and classmates whom i've gotten to know them better thro online chatting.
shared their problems... and they helped me with mine. now i could ask for nothing more but to have them as my friends. cheers.
sword (james) made a strong impact in my life
a friend i never wanna lose too. he is very frank and sincere and positive about life. i enjoyed talking to him alot and he understands me enough to know that when i'm frank i dun mean to offend.
|kebukuro (wilfred) my dearest and the one who have literally changed my life
amazing how we met. even more amazing how we ended up being couples. life has never been the same eversince and i've gone through some much with him. love him with all my heart and i can onli say i'm really happy that the feeling is mutual. although the difference in our lives and in our personality is so great yet we fitted so well with each other and i feel so strange about it sometimes.
saw hong's entry.
made me think back alot.
about the gd times i had chatting away online smiling and being really really happy.
am surprised he mentioned about me.
even more surprised about what he wrote about me.
"J-Homma(maria)
i thought she was a he in the first place becos of the nick... the nick looks guyish to me, the way she chatted oso quite boyish... later as i found out, she's a veri helpful person and someone who cares alot for others... nice nice :)"
i'm flattered.
thinking about ppl who has made an impact in my life not just frm irc but online....
Hi^roko
the most crappy, noisy, THICK-SKINNED, but amazingly popular girl i've ever talked to. like hong said, she can make everyone in the chnnl become alive. fun chatting with her and she was one of the first few people whom i've chatted with online. we used to like to ke siao fight with each other online and then re-enact our own version of titanic and call each other mad names.....
Coolie
also one of the first few people i chatted with?
she's juz one reallie nice girl. frank. which is good. ^__^
twit made a great deal of influence
i poured my hearts out to her.
she was special.
with her, besides sometime she over-reacts in a very scary way, she's one of the ppl whom i enjoy chatting with alot. she's really frank and often misunderstood by others.
honggy
one of the first few ppl i know online.
he's alwayz there at night.
when all is gone. when i'm feeling down. he's there.
alot of assurance. at least some one was there. chatting with him i feel relaxed.
my way of talking is very boyish but i feel relaxed dat way cos dats my style of talking.
sano important person in my life
a friend, someone i can pour my hearts out to, a friend i never wanna lose.
he was there when i was most down in my life. when life seem meaningless and i felt so down and wanted to die, he was the only one keeping sane and giving me hope.
he was someone who's alwayz there.
everytime i face a prob, i cry n tell him about it. even if he can't help solve it, he listens at least.
kochan+kero+fukai
my beloved kor n didi(s)
uchu
sad to say this, he is just someone i want to erase from my memory. once bitten twice shy.
aiko
someone whom i saw her grow n become more matured
kindaichi (rick)
perhaps the only person online who made me feel as if we understood each other that later turned on me. i cried the worst after a incident. now i lost contact with him. perhaps another person whom i rather not be reminded of.
zero made a great deal of influence
there's alwayz something about him that intrigues me.
he's in a way very mysterious. chatty but at times very deep. very helpful and i liked chatting with him alot. once was there to witness when he was very down. i felt very sad for him. a friend i do like alot.
iman made a strong impact in my life
crazy lil girl. weird personality, real smart and nice and relaxing to chat with. life is never boring chatting to her.
shaikha and pat important ppl in my life
friends and classmates whom i've gotten to know them better thro online chatting.
shared their problems... and they helped me with mine. now i could ask for nothing more but to have them as my friends. cheers.
sword (james) made a strong impact in my life
a friend i never wanna lose too. he is very frank and sincere and positive about life. i enjoyed talking to him alot and he understands me enough to know that when i'm frank i dun mean to offend.
|kebukuro (wilfred) my dearest and the one who have literally changed my life
amazing how we met. even more amazing how we ended up being couples. life has never been the same eversince and i've gone through some much with him. love him with all my heart and i can onli say i'm really happy that the feeling is mutual. although the difference in our lives and in our personality is so great yet we fitted so well with each other and i feel so strange about it sometimes.
03 September 2003
another boring and tiring day.
finished work at 9:40pm. by the time i reach home it's already 11pm. what's left of my personal time is just a mere two hours. damn sux. wil keep asking me to move in with him at least for this mth. tho i want to i scared my dad miss me too much till he start talking to the wall thinking it's me or something haha.
good thing is, round my workplace sells good food hahaha i alwaiz chose to be the one buying lunch cos i rather be outside walkin around than sticking around in the shop. today not much sales nor customers. mostly is come in and buy luggage bag. then i notice how some men shop really fast? come in take wad they want, pay and immediately walk out. hahahahaha not like women sure walk around one.
then there's this ang moh who called up to place order for a trolley case but my colleagues can't understand his accent so i took over the phone hahahaha.. sian sia.... oh yah and i'm borrowing twin effects frm Dennis to watch for fun.....
juz found out from Anna (my colleague) dat her bf will be joining SCDF after wil pass out hahaha funny. and she's living in with him!! (only 18 yrs old) and.... hm wad else oh yes i'm looking for those coin slot machines where u can get winnie the pooh in cute animal costumes. if u guys know where got tell me k? I WANT.
wilfred went to simlim with iman n sano todae....!!! i wanna go but i can't cos of my dumb job. #$#@%#%
finished work at 9:40pm. by the time i reach home it's already 11pm. what's left of my personal time is just a mere two hours. damn sux. wil keep asking me to move in with him at least for this mth. tho i want to i scared my dad miss me too much till he start talking to the wall thinking it's me or something haha.
good thing is, round my workplace sells good food hahaha i alwaiz chose to be the one buying lunch cos i rather be outside walkin around than sticking around in the shop. today not much sales nor customers. mostly is come in and buy luggage bag. then i notice how some men shop really fast? come in take wad they want, pay and immediately walk out. hahahahaha not like women sure walk around one.
then there's this ang moh who called up to place order for a trolley case but my colleagues can't understand his accent so i took over the phone hahahaha.. sian sia.... oh yah and i'm borrowing twin effects frm Dennis to watch for fun.....
juz found out from Anna (my colleague) dat her bf will be joining SCDF after wil pass out hahaha funny. and she's living in with him!! (only 18 yrs old) and.... hm wad else oh yes i'm looking for those coin slot machines where u can get winnie the pooh in cute animal costumes. if u guys know where got tell me k? I WANT.
wilfred went to simlim with iman n sano todae....!!! i wanna go but i can't cos of my dumb job. #$#@%#%
02 September 2003
TIRED is the only thing i can say abt today.
fuckin tired.
leg so sore hahahahaha stood 10.5 hours. but ok lah quite fun in a way lookin at all the winter wear and frm complete idiot abt winter wear i become can tell u wad type of long johns are there plus wad jackets are for wad and how to open diff type of luggage locks hahaha in juz one day of work! besides me n dennis there's another girl. tot she 20+ end up she 18 only. very small size and dun talk like local so i tot she m'sian end up she singapore hahaha me n dennis shocked. wilfred came n fetch me after work. quite stunned when he walked into the shop hahahaha i was like staring at him in shock.
fuckin tired.
leg so sore hahahahaha stood 10.5 hours. but ok lah quite fun in a way lookin at all the winter wear and frm complete idiot abt winter wear i become can tell u wad type of long johns are there plus wad jackets are for wad and how to open diff type of luggage locks hahaha in juz one day of work! besides me n dennis there's another girl. tot she 20+ end up she 18 only. very small size and dun talk like local so i tot she m'sian end up she singapore hahaha me n dennis shocked. wilfred came n fetch me after work. quite stunned when he walked into the shop hahahaha i was like staring at him in shock.
31 August 2003
suddenly wake up with some slight nose bleed. i wonder why. dig nose dig too much? bwahahaha...
built a sims hse, the BEST i ever made so far. japanese style. will be posting up the picture later. now i'm still at wilfred's house..... oh darn. juz remembered something. yesterday forgot to call home. XD
pimples r clearing away already finally... i wonder why i suffered the outbreak in the first place. Mr Lin haven't call me yet. wonder when i start work though.... haiz. since sip date not extended or affected they can drag as long as they want haha i happy onli...
built a sims hse, the BEST i ever made so far. japanese style. will be posting up the picture later. now i'm still at wilfred's house..... oh darn. juz remembered something. yesterday forgot to call home. XD
pimples r clearing away already finally... i wonder why i suffered the outbreak in the first place. Mr Lin haven't call me yet. wonder when i start work though.... haiz. since sip date not extended or affected they can drag as long as they want haha i happy onli...
29 August 2003
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am at wilfred's house now.
spent one hour at home clearing up rubbish. all the unwanted bks...notes...pprs.... found in a stack my mum arranged. "Poly related txtbks n stuff" according to mum, is all there. so she wants me to help her clear up the unwanted rubbish. man i filled up 4 big plastic bag full of things to chuck. did it all alone since mum's out of the hse already. next she'll move on to chucking unwanted clothes of mine. mebbe dad too. o_O! jk...
mum wants me n wilfred to go back on sunday o_O!!! [[Danger Alert of Daddy in da hse]] to help shift the closet. wah piang.
free labour. bwahahaha...
see can escape anot. tell her 'wilfred cannot do streneous excercise' c can escape anot... i feel sian hahaha muz play more now since gonna start work in some stupid retail outlet soon. anyway it's in one of the guidelines given to wilfred in a piece of ppr that wil cant do streneous activities n sports. bleah.
sano will be comin over soon though. AYE! hehehehe he gettin his man u jersey siaaaaaa! budden later he hav to go back hm to go jogging with honggy. excercising freaks hahaha me lazy bummer am juz lazing around adding fats to my 'account'.
yesterday asked nicholas to mms back a picture to me hehehehe it's bigger in this new phone but the colour abit guai guai one... *kills phone* well...according to wil it's one of the earlier batch of colour phones..... so wad can u expect. no like all the nokia big phone or samsung phone where the resolution damn chio one.
very tired.
gonna head to bed soon.
accompanied wilfred to NUH this morn at abt 11+ in the morning.
i woke up at 9 and was walking around raffles place area with mum.
wil bought two pairs of sunglasses at heeren.
cos his eye still adjusting and can't be exposed to direct sunlight.
the camera for the new phone.....haiz. colour resolution sux but nvm. got betta den nothing.
now i'm suffering frm gastric pain which sux. i'm gonna raid thro my fridge later.
tml gonna stay over at wilfred's hse till about sunday.
so pls dun call my hse. anithing u wanna contact me, call my hp(s).
bought also a new hairclip, new hp pouch and new scrungie.
$8.80.
fuck my gastric is being irritating.
*grabs food*
aha! chai tao guay.
haiz
damn bored
duno why
keep feeling as if i missed out something to do.
hmmmmm.......
gonna head to bed soon.
accompanied wilfred to NUH this morn at abt 11+ in the morning.
i woke up at 9 and was walking around raffles place area with mum.
wil bought two pairs of sunglasses at heeren.
cos his eye still adjusting and can't be exposed to direct sunlight.
the camera for the new phone.....haiz. colour resolution sux but nvm. got betta den nothing.
now i'm suffering frm gastric pain which sux. i'm gonna raid thro my fridge later.
tml gonna stay over at wilfred's hse till about sunday.
so pls dun call my hse. anithing u wanna contact me, call my hp(s).
bought also a new hairclip, new hp pouch and new scrungie.
$8.80.
fuck my gastric is being irritating.
*grabs food*
aha! chai tao guay.
haiz
damn bored
duno why
keep feeling as if i missed out something to do.
hmmmmm.......
went to school todae. dennis was late and got scolded.
we both were posted to the same company. "Great Winter World". A Retail Outlet. damn.
which means
....inflexible working schedule
....long hours of standing
....long working hours
....less time with wilfred
....boredom
SHIT LAH.. wil juz had his 21 day mc and tot can spend lotsa time with him end up lidat. worse i heard our time is like 11:30 to 9:30. siao timing can!?
nvm.....we'll work something out....
ravin n marc was cleaning mouse in sch. no job for them.
wilfred finished his op todae and now is pirate. banaged one eye. then for many hours i was left alone with his mum havin lunch and walkin around while wil was in the operating theatre. stressful sia...
we both were posted to the same company. "Great Winter World". A Retail Outlet. damn.
which means
....inflexible working schedule
....long hours of standing
....long working hours
....less time with wilfred
....boredom
SHIT LAH.. wil juz had his 21 day mc and tot can spend lotsa time with him end up lidat. worse i heard our time is like 11:30 to 9:30. siao timing can!?
nvm.....we'll work something out....
ravin n marc was cleaning mouse in sch. no job for them.
wilfred finished his op todae and now is pirate. banaged one eye. then for many hours i was left alone with his mum havin lunch and walkin around while wil was in the operating theatre. stressful sia...
HORRIBLE NEWS. I GOT TERMINATED RETRENCHED.
HAHAHAHA..........mad right. go work happily then suddenly 10am lidat ask go in rm for meeting then talk alot of bull crap, beatin ard the bush so much i hav no idea wad they trying to tell us.... i mean like on normal days Mr. Zakir already talking very mumblish...then now like ask him talk so much even more mumblish then finally Mr. Nambi came in and said another whole lots of i am sorry stuff and i love you guys stuff and Ravin ask them to be more specific abt our situation now and finally, we're retrenched. all four of us. yep! no joke! but i kept calm lah so no big deal. my mind was already working itself off to thinking abt plan B. how to get a new company soon. company names started filling up my mind and i was thinking abt my aunt's office and shaikha's office cos like i wanna work with ppl i noe so more relaxed but called up LO and he told us sch already found companies for me n dennis so like, we hired again. LOLZ. mad day. we were released from work at about 12pm then Mr. Nambi gave us a cert of experience and a letter for our LO(s) and then like we haven't got our PAY!?!? cos they say nid to delay. our LO(s) called them up lots and finally, they say they'll pay us sometime mid of next mth and there's nothing we can do abt it but wait. apparently the company is relocating to a smaller office area and.....dats' basically the whole story. me n my frens waited outside bk till like abt 3 nearing 4PM before confirming things wif our LO and leave for home. sad man...... i'll miss them.
gotta go sch tml to mit up with my LO to see which company i'm posted to next. heck man. i'm meeting wilfred after that. his op is tml. wonder how he'll react to my news hahahahaha..... i havta go dwn to photostep some documents too. haizhaiz. mad day.
HAHAHAHA..........mad right. go work happily then suddenly 10am lidat ask go in rm for meeting then talk alot of bull crap, beatin ard the bush so much i hav no idea wad they trying to tell us.... i mean like on normal days Mr. Zakir already talking very mumblish...then now like ask him talk so much even more mumblish then finally Mr. Nambi came in and said another whole lots of i am sorry stuff and i love you guys stuff and Ravin ask them to be more specific abt our situation now and finally, we're retrenched. all four of us. yep! no joke! but i kept calm lah so no big deal. my mind was already working itself off to thinking abt plan B. how to get a new company soon. company names started filling up my mind and i was thinking abt my aunt's office and shaikha's office cos like i wanna work with ppl i noe so more relaxed but called up LO and he told us sch already found companies for me n dennis so like, we hired again. LOLZ. mad day. we were released from work at about 12pm then Mr. Nambi gave us a cert of experience and a letter for our LO(s) and then like we haven't got our PAY!?!? cos they say nid to delay. our LO(s) called them up lots and finally, they say they'll pay us sometime mid of next mth and there's nothing we can do abt it but wait. apparently the company is relocating to a smaller office area and.....dats' basically the whole story. me n my frens waited outside bk till like abt 3 nearing 4PM before confirming things wif our LO and leave for home. sad man...... i'll miss them.
gotta go sch tml to mit up with my LO to see which company i'm posted to next. heck man. i'm meeting wilfred after that. his op is tml. wonder how he'll react to my news hahahahaha..... i havta go dwn to photostep some documents too. haizhaiz. mad day.
25 August 2003
MY COMP KENA THE STUPID MIMAIL VIRUS AND THE STUPID SOBIG VIRUS WAS TRYING TO ATTACK ME! suay right? hahahaha luckily i have......IMAN! hahaha.. *hugs her lots* she so kind enough to come dwn to my hse to help me fix the compy after i told her abt it in the afternoon. clicked lotsa buttons I have no idea off hahaa but nevertheless she deleted the virus files and fixed muh comp!~!!! and downloaded this free anti-virus program for me and yest i downloaded a firewall n stuff.. lotsa protection for the comp!!!
I made about 50 calls today actually hehehehe
slack!
for the stupid sobig it attacked my hotmail account and was like sending me TONS of emails with the suggested titles of sobig emails. then i previously had some mails frm the mimail one lah. think i accidentally opened one of them before haiz. then i had a modem connection error. all was fixed though hehehe.
Some stuff to read about. (MUST READ)
ARTICLE on piracy
W32.Sobig.F@mm
W32.Welchia.Worm
W32.Mimail.A@mm
two more days till wilfred's operation and loooooooooooong MC.
I made about 50 calls today actually hehehehe
slack!
for the stupid sobig it attacked my hotmail account and was like sending me TONS of emails with the suggested titles of sobig emails. then i previously had some mails frm the mimail one lah. think i accidentally opened one of them before haiz. then i had a modem connection error. all was fixed though hehehe.
Some stuff to read about. (MUST READ)
ARTICLE on piracy
W32.Sobig.F@mm
W32.Welchia.Worm
W32.Mimail.A@mm
two more days till wilfred's operation and loooooooooooong MC.
23 August 2003
Friday's Stuff
Went to work today and called up 30 companies. after that all the way slack haahahhaa cos at one pt the internet connection was down and wad's better was that Mr. Ponni was not in the office so all of us slack and Mr. Nambi was chatting with us about stuff not related to work. we went for lunch in bk this afternoon and i met karen.
i wore slippers, jeans and spag top + jacket to work today hahahaha since it's casual friday, i can't be bothered to wear heels. met up with wenchuan, amy, vincent (bdae boi) and elaine at orchard after work. we wanted to eat over at sakae sushi (me wanted too!) but cos elaine came late so end up the buffet time was over so we went to swensens and eat instead. my wallet burnt one big hole already. i ordered club square (sandwich) to eat. we bought an ice cream cake for vincent and it tasted quite gd. we ate only half the cake cos we're too full so we brought the other half over to bk far east to put in the fridge. andrew was on shift that day. he kinda dun recall totally who i am since he was only temporarily a mgr of bk suntec for awhile. he looked at me and asked who i am cos i looked familiar. hahaha mad guy. shuhui didn't manage to meet up with us after work. she went drinking with friends. me, wenchuan, vincent and amy went to lido to catch a movie. we watched the medallion and it was nice to watch and damn hilarious!!! hahaha u guys shld go watch it and dun forget to watch the NG parts after the movie ends.
can't wait to see wilfred tomorrow!!! and buy my hanger! hahaha
Went to work today and called up 30 companies. after that all the way slack haahahhaa cos at one pt the internet connection was down and wad's better was that Mr. Ponni was not in the office so all of us slack and Mr. Nambi was chatting with us about stuff not related to work. we went for lunch in bk this afternoon and i met karen.
i wore slippers, jeans and spag top + jacket to work today hahahaha since it's casual friday, i can't be bothered to wear heels. met up with wenchuan, amy, vincent (bdae boi) and elaine at orchard after work. we wanted to eat over at sakae sushi (me wanted too!) but cos elaine came late so end up the buffet time was over so we went to swensens and eat instead. my wallet burnt one big hole already. i ordered club square (sandwich) to eat. we bought an ice cream cake for vincent and it tasted quite gd. we ate only half the cake cos we're too full so we brought the other half over to bk far east to put in the fridge. andrew was on shift that day. he kinda dun recall totally who i am since he was only temporarily a mgr of bk suntec for awhile. he looked at me and asked who i am cos i looked familiar. hahaha mad guy. shuhui didn't manage to meet up with us after work. she went drinking with friends. me, wenchuan, vincent and amy went to lido to catch a movie. we watched the medallion and it was nice to watch and damn hilarious!!! hahaha u guys shld go watch it and dun forget to watch the NG parts after the movie ends.
can't wait to see wilfred tomorrow!!! and buy my hanger! hahaha
21 August 2003
Wish List
Things I wanna get / do in the near future
� TV Set
� Hi-Fi Set
� Small Stylish Lamp
� Bar with hooks for clothes hanging
� Mattress
� Discman
� New Office Wear
� Rebond Hair
� Shed some fats
Things that�s most probably gonna take sometime to achieve
� My first trip to Japan with Wilfred
� PDA
� New Printer
� Digi Camera
� New Handphone
SoNgS PlaYiNg:
1. Zhang Shao Han - Journey.mp3
2. Santana feat. Alex Band (The Calling) - Why Don't You & I.mp3
3. Michelle Branch - Are You Happy Now.mp3
4. Lee Hom - Last Night.mp3
all are recommended songs. hehe
called up 73 companies today. damn tired.
tml will be meeting up with vincent they all at orchard mrt at 6:45pm. will be going over to sakae sushi to eat. too bad meimei not coming alone means me alone with the guys. can't be spared from their evil mouth liao. jia lat. -__-"
Things I wanna get / do in the near future
� TV Set
� Hi-Fi Set
� Small Stylish Lamp
� Bar with hooks for clothes hanging
� Mattress
� Discman
� New Office Wear
� Rebond Hair
� Shed some fats
Things that�s most probably gonna take sometime to achieve
� My first trip to Japan with Wilfred
� PDA
� New Printer
� Digi Camera
� New Handphone
SoNgS PlaYiNg:
1. Zhang Shao Han - Journey.mp3
2. Santana feat. Alex Band (The Calling) - Why Don't You & I.mp3
3. Michelle Branch - Are You Happy Now.mp3
4. Lee Hom - Last Night.mp3
all are recommended songs. hehe
called up 73 companies today. damn tired.
tml will be meeting up with vincent they all at orchard mrt at 6:45pm. will be going over to sakae sushi to eat. too bad meimei not coming alone means me alone with the guys. can't be spared from their evil mouth liao. jia lat. -__-"
work has been tiring after making calls to 82 companies.....
some people are juz plain fuckin rude. fancy them hanging up on me when i was talking halfway.
anyway, i left my hp in the office after work and was already on the bus before i realised it. damn. had to take a bus back to office to retrieve my hp.
wenchuan smsed me to confirm with me that vincent and victor (twins) are gonna celebrate their birthday this friday. gotta meet up with them after work but the location have yet to be decided. hate the idea of walking around in my heels.... maybe i wear jeans on friday.
i'm glad ns instilled the discipline into wilfred. now he've changed so much in character. more mature, tame, settled and can think more pragmatically. although it may appear as if he's not as cheery as before but i guess i rather have him with his character now. at least i feel much more security. physically he changed too. much bigger in size hahaha.. can't hug properly already. but that's an advantage i guess hahaha at least when fight i can hide behind him. lalala...
saw this book in my rm. chinese bk titled "flaws could be merits too". there's this line on the front cover of the book. any negative situation can be conquered. to succeed or fail depends on our own perception.
on the back of the book there is this paragraph, future is forever full of unpredicatable changes, your shortcomings might be your very merit. negative character traits could also become your positive character traits and success or failure depends on oneself's moment of awakening/enlightenment. do something everyday which you think is unbearable or difficult. dare to make the step, and even the initial step was a mistake, if you persevere, it will eventually become the right step.
might read the book in the bus or something.
right now i'm gonna go catch some sleep.
gotta wake up early.
everyday sleep so early. jia lat.
some people are juz plain fuckin rude. fancy them hanging up on me when i was talking halfway.
anyway, i left my hp in the office after work and was already on the bus before i realised it. damn. had to take a bus back to office to retrieve my hp.
wenchuan smsed me to confirm with me that vincent and victor (twins) are gonna celebrate their birthday this friday. gotta meet up with them after work but the location have yet to be decided. hate the idea of walking around in my heels.... maybe i wear jeans on friday.
i'm glad ns instilled the discipline into wilfred. now he've changed so much in character. more mature, tame, settled and can think more pragmatically. although it may appear as if he's not as cheery as before but i guess i rather have him with his character now. at least i feel much more security. physically he changed too. much bigger in size hahaha.. can't hug properly already. but that's an advantage i guess hahaha at least when fight i can hide behind him. lalala...
saw this book in my rm. chinese bk titled "flaws could be merits too". there's this line on the front cover of the book. any negative situation can be conquered. to succeed or fail depends on our own perception.
on the back of the book there is this paragraph, future is forever full of unpredicatable changes, your shortcomings might be your very merit. negative character traits could also become your positive character traits and success or failure depends on oneself's moment of awakening/enlightenment. do something everyday which you think is unbearable or difficult. dare to make the step, and even the initial step was a mistake, if you persevere, it will eventually become the right step.
might read the book in the bus or something.
right now i'm gonna go catch some sleep.
gotta wake up early.
everyday sleep so early. jia lat.
20 August 2003
LIFE IS HORRIGIBLE!!!!!!!! BOSS GAVE 800 OVER COMPANIES TO CALL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah piang wan me to die of overtalking issit???
me n wil met up after work after he went NUH to check out when he having operations. he's having operation next wednesday and after the op is done he don't nid to get warded. but got MC. we met up and went to centrepoint to check out courts and harvey norman for tv sets. all quite expensive so we went on over to best dankee in takashimaya and saw this 20 inch tv selling for $229!!!!! basket! wanted to buy but then end up sold out! farkin hell.... then there's this 14" tv selling for $190!!!! sold out too!!! so we end up getting a sharp tv 14" for $209. nice design. silver and with two speakers by the side. colour quality nice also. hehehehehe then we take taxi go back. BASKET the stupid driver drove us to commonwealth end up paying $8+ taxi fare!!!!! @#%$%
we set up the tv and was happily sitting on his bed watching tv wahahhaa... shiok sia make me gian get tv also. o_O!!!!!!!
*burps* I'M SHO BORED!
me n wil met up after work after he went NUH to check out when he having operations. he's having operation next wednesday and after the op is done he don't nid to get warded. but got MC. we met up and went to centrepoint to check out courts and harvey norman for tv sets. all quite expensive so we went on over to best dankee in takashimaya and saw this 20 inch tv selling for $229!!!!! basket! wanted to buy but then end up sold out! farkin hell.... then there's this 14" tv selling for $190!!!! sold out too!!! so we end up getting a sharp tv 14" for $209. nice design. silver and with two speakers by the side. colour quality nice also. hehehehehe then we take taxi go back. BASKET the stupid driver drove us to commonwealth end up paying $8+ taxi fare!!!!! @#%$%
we set up the tv and was happily sitting on his bed watching tv wahahhaa... shiok sia make me gian get tv also. o_O!!!!!!!
*burps* I'M SHO BORED!
17 August 2003
guess wad? last night sano stayed over wahahaha so he slept in wil's rm too! hahaha but he got abit cold lah cos the aircon was on so i threw him a towel hahaa.. n lotsa pillows. then...........................woke up n had breakfast at the nasi lemak stall hehehe the ikan bilis nice!! nxt time i buy again hee then we went back n use the cot who else would do that? Alex im not trying to say that i don't believe you but i'm confused. I've had enough of this. I don't want a part in this anymore. Emily and Alex, go out, have a great time, call me when it's safe to come out, because all of this drama is making me sicker and sicker by the moment. aking me sicker and sicker by the moment. �������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������
